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My CTB 2026: Official thread...

Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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My CTB 2026: Official thread...

I plan to post here about my CTB 2026.
I don't know when the CTB will take place, or how... it just has to be absolutely finished by 2026!

2023, 2024, 2025, I told myself I had to do it, but I didn't have the energy, the opportunity...

I can't back out anymore, I've reached my limit. 2026 will be the one. Things can only get worse...

I will post regularly about concrete things I will do in this regard.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,231
I dream of jumping from a clifftop, but I don't have a high enough spot near me... either I land in water (I'm afraid of drowning) or there are fences or safety nets. I do have one spot, but it's 350 km from my house, and I don't even know if it's high enough or difficult enough to get there since I don't drive.

It will probably be SN
 
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