My bros and dads bday,

[1234dave]

i need to ctb can't hang on but my bros bday is 8th November and dads is 25th.

If I do it tomorrow 2nd do you think it'll effect their bdays. Don't know what to do shall I wait for I between the bdays?

 

[Terminally drunk]

mayby distance yourself from them for awhile and do it later. if your serious

 

[your pathologist]

Yeah probably. Less than a week before your bros bday? Do it between and your dad will have a shitty birthday. And everyone else a shitty Thanksgiving

Edit: If you dont do Thanksgiving, then do it after your dads bday. But risk them a shitty christmas

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

January's the way to go if you ask me.

 

[1234dave]

I cant wait till January no chance. Can't do Xmas.

I'm in psyc med withdrawal celexa stopped ct 16months ago.
bipolar rapid cycler

going in and out of psycosis everyday, mania, then crash twice a day no meds working. Walk round talking to myself then come out of it.

 

[1234dave]

I keep showing my parents how weird I am now to try and soften the blow when I go

 

[Retched]

I read somewhere how people kill themselves in spring more often than in winter. I think with the idea of ruining everyone's holidays that makes sense. I also didn't ruin my brother's birthday nor Halloween...and now boom! Thanksgiving and x-mas are upon us. But I am also one that talks herself out of suicide because it would be "rude" to do so on any given day for any given reason. Oh and universe intervention at any given time as well... Procrastination is just as serious of a prick as survival instinct.

 

[Retched]

I cant wait till January no chance. Can't do Xmas.

I'm in psyc med withdrawal celexa stopped ct 16months ago.
bipolar rapid cycler

going in and out of psycosis everyday, mania, then crash twice a day no meds working. Walk round talking to myself then come out of it.

I feel you there.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Just do it, and never mind them. It's your life, your choice. You're not actually harming them or anything. Fuck birthdays too, they'll have another one in a year. No great loss.