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Will anyone remember me?
- Aug 26, 2024
- 11
So, my therapist invited both me and my dad in and I openly voiced my concern about my thoughts and feelings and he immeadiately shut me down...then proceeded to tell my therapist about how "dirty" and "unclean" I am to clap back at me..which isn't true at all. It's him who can't even clean a bathroom! I said "u need help" and he replied with "I don't." Couldn't say more to him after that. At my stepsisters birthday, a friend of hers told me "yo ur dad's like always talking shit about u and saying how unclean and dirty u are but I don't think so?? What's up w that?" And my jaw DROPPED. Needless to say my stepsister and her friends don't like my dad.
Anyways, it was quiet for like 2 days and afterwards if went back to him screaming and throwing things. I have another appointment w my therapist and some help organisation she recommend and then the CPS appointment bcz of my 13 year old brother who sometimes comes over on weekends. To tell them my side.
My dad only seems to coke home to eat, rage at videogames and then goes to sleep at his girlfriends house. Atp I basically live alone with an occasional dad appearance happening. Last week I stood up for myself and told him to cut it out. He got mad and told "there's nothing else u can do besides raging at this stupid game!" So I told him to stop fucking playing if it's so bad. He didn't reply. Nothing changed tho. And, I also attempted to play the game , I made an account, played until I was decent enough to play how he does and I have not once raged.
Also since someone asked about it on my last post! My mom isn't very involved anymore since I don't live with her and don't talk much. She tried while I still lived with her and all but whatever.
Also, I don't wanna say what game it is icl...everytime I tell someone they say "oh yeah I get him lol don't complain and man up" lsjdhskshajshjsja I'm kinda mad that my mom discarded me into this household...I'm still in school and busy with no income due to how much time school consumes I'm basically helpless. No other relatives or friends, I have neither.
Anyways, it was quiet for like 2 days and afterwards if went back to him screaming and throwing things. I have another appointment w my therapist and some help organisation she recommend and then the CPS appointment bcz of my 13 year old brother who sometimes comes over on weekends. To tell them my side.
My dad only seems to coke home to eat, rage at videogames and then goes to sleep at his girlfriends house. Atp I basically live alone with an occasional dad appearance happening. Last week I stood up for myself and told him to cut it out. He got mad and told "there's nothing else u can do besides raging at this stupid game!" So I told him to stop fucking playing if it's so bad. He didn't reply. Nothing changed tho. And, I also attempted to play the game , I made an account, played until I was decent enough to play how he does and I have not once raged.
Also since someone asked about it on my last post! My mom isn't very involved anymore since I don't live with her and don't talk much. She tried while I still lived with her and all but whatever.
Also, I don't wanna say what game it is icl...everytime I tell someone they say "oh yeah I get him lol don't complain and man up" lsjdhskshajshjsja I'm kinda mad that my mom discarded me into this household...I'm still in school and busy with no income due to how much time school consumes I'm basically helpless. No other relatives or friends, I have neither.
