codeinesyruplover
geen genade
- Feb 13, 2024
- 17
my sn will arrive tomorrow, i find this relieving, things have been getting worse both inside and out since i ordered so i guess i nail it. however, i have some things to do that i won't be able to finish by tomorrow but that's ok, i can wait a little longer but not too long, deadline is close to the new year
there's something that i'm still thinking about. i have a nice friends group that i lead who might be too shocked by my ctb and even traumatized if it's too sudden... maybe i could warn them in advance so i can have a good time with them one last time? but that could also be a big mistake i feel even if they don't do anything like try to send me to a psych ward or something lol
it worked perfect with my previous group of friends but i don't know if it will work now. i don't want them to try to make me change my mind, i just want them to accept my decision but i can't put myself in their shoes and decide if i want to tell them or it's safer to keep quiet
there's something that i'm still thinking about. i have a nice friends group that i lead who might be too shocked by my ctb and even traumatized if it's too sudden... maybe i could warn them in advance so i can have a good time with them one last time? but that could also be a big mistake i feel even if they don't do anything like try to send me to a psych ward or something lol
it worked perfect with my previous group of friends but i don't know if it will work now. i don't want them to try to make me change my mind, i just want them to accept my decision but i can't put myself in their shoes and decide if i want to tell them or it's safer to keep quiet
