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Soundgarden-Black Hole Sun :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








In my eyes
Indisposed
In disguises no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
And the sun in my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer stench
Neath the black, the sky looks dead
Call my name
Through the cream
And I'll hear you scream again
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Won't you come
Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind, tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
Sometimes, far too long for snakes
In my shoes
Walking sleep
In my youth, I pray to keep
Heaven send
Hell away
No one sings like you anymore
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come? (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just disappear
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come
Won't you come
 
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YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
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softlyn

Member
Jan 6, 2025
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It's absolute despondency
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Paris Hilton ft. Maria Bacerra-Without Love :heart::heart::heart:








I used to be an island
When I was young
Too proud to rely on anyone
But then I saw you smiling
And I was home
Now you're the air that's filling up my lungs
Don't wanna live without
Love
Everything about
Love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
Me encanta sentir tu calor
No puedo vivir sin tu amor
Poque morí cuando me miraste así
Es que andaba tan ciega y en tus ojos yo me vi
Ya no hay nadie más, yeah
Nunca te vaya' lejos de mí
Lejos de mí
Don't wanna live without
Love
Everything about
Love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
You go down easy
I see you see me
Right in the middle of a crowd
You go down easy
I see you see me
Don't wanna be without you now
You go down easy
I see you see me
Right in the middle of a crowd
You go down easy
I see you see me
Don't wanna be without you now
Don't wanna live without
Love
Everything about
Love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
Don't wanna live without
LLLLLLLLL-love
'Cause I wouldn't be living at all
 
Blue LIPS

Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542







ALL of these songs are fire. Old Logic was something else and I fucking hate that you can't download them anywhere onto a playlist, like Spotify.
@not-2-b-the-answer
yooooo remember me? Lol 😂 how ya been?



love this song ^^^^ cuz I do understand
 
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lilichka

Superfluous Man
Jan 17, 2025
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it truly is amazing how elliot smith was able to capture the despair of being mentally unwell, i always think about the line "I can't be myself and I don't wanna talk" from needle in the hay. its really comforting especially knowing his own struggles.
 
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Bullet For My Valentine-Welcome Home (Sanitarium):heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Welcome Home (Sanitarium)"

(originally by Metallica)

Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says rage?
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
And cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our Hell
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
Sanitarium, yeah!
No, leave me the fuck alone!
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly
word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again!
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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East 17-Stay Another Day :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart::aw::heart








(Stay now)
Baby if you've got to go away
Don't think I could take the pain (Stay now)
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
Oh don't leave me alone like this
Don't you say it's the final kiss (Stay now)
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now
Don't you know we've come too far now
Just to go and try to throw it all away
Thought I heard you say you love me
That your love was gonna be here to stay
I've only just begun to know you
All I can say is won't you stay just one more day
(Stay now)
Baby if you've got to go away
Don't think I could take the pain
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
Oh don't leave me alone like this
Don't you say it's the final kiss (Stay now)
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
I touch your face while you are sleeping
And hold your hand, don't understand what's going on
Good times we had return to haunt me
Though it's for you, all that I do seems to be wrong
(Stay now, stay now)
Baby if you've got to go away
Don't think I could take the pain
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
Oh don't leave me alone like this
Don't you say it's the final kiss (Stay now)
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
Baby if you've got to go away
Don't think I could take the pain
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
Oh don't leave me alone like this
Don't you say it's the final kiss (Stay now)
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
(Stay) Baby if you've got to go away
Don't think I could take the pain (Stay)
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
(Stay) Oh don't leave me alone like this
Don't you say it's the final kiss (Stay now)
Won't you stay another day? (Stay now)
 
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Argo

Specialist
May 19, 2018
361

This one too

 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Well.... Trump's Coronation Was Today 😭

So I thought I would post a totally NOT GAY ANTHEM.... 😂😂😂😂

Village People-YMCA (Millennium Mix) I prefer it to the original, the BPM is a little faster.

I'm guessing no one really needs the lyrics for this. 😉





 
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human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
325

try this one, it is one of my favorite song
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,826







ALL of these songs are fire. Old Logic was something else and I fucking hate that you can't download them anywhere onto a playlist, like Spotify.
@not-2-b-the-answer
yooooo remember me? Lol 😂 how ya been?



love this song ^^^^ cuz I do understand

Hi there,
I do remember you. 🤗🤗🤗 I'm still here... If that says anything. 😉
How have you been ? I hope things haven't gotten worse. 🤗🤗🤗
It is good to see you.
 
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Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542
Hi there,
I do remember you. 🤗🤗🤗 I'm still here... If that says anything. 😉
How have you been ? I hope things haven't gotten worse. 🤗🤗🤗
It is good to see you.
Well hopefully you view it as a good thing that you are still here. Eh, I've been alright I guess..my mom is at peace though. And yeah likewise, I was like I remember not 2 b! Haha.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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All That Remains-Forever Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where you where when he fell
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell
I'll dive straight into mud but onto you I hold
Don't need to be the bigger man forever cold
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
You can't be cut out
'Cause you were never in
How dare you think that you would ever get away with it
I'll tell you what I know
And it's not what I can prove
Damn you, damn him, damn me for tolerating you
I'll burn every lie you have I'll let it all unfold
My heart until the bitter end forever cold
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
I own my anger
Forever cold
Forever cold
Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where were you when he fell?
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
(Forever cold, forever cold)
I own my anger
Forever cold
Forever cold
 
DocNo

DocNo

whatever
Oct 30, 2020
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cats joy GIF


 
mayayo

mayayo

Very Tired
Jan 13, 2025
11


This one almost makes me want to turn my life around. Almost.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,826
Saliva ft Payton Parrish-Time Bomb :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Here I stand with the weight of the world on my chest
Still I fight with the struggle my mind never rests
They see a mask but never the pain I invest
With every line, every rhyme, every time I confess
They say two for the money but nothin' is free
And every moment in time is a chance to achieve
I'll rise no matter the shit you believe
I'm not dying for you I'm just livin' for me
You lit my fuse I'm counting 321
Yeah
I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321 I'm going off like a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb
Had to lose, had to fall just to open my eyes
I had to break these chains just to come alive
When they bruise and abuse keep my eye on the prize
So the scars I wear give me a reason to fight ya know
You wanna say it to my face now
But you never keep the truth inside
You wanna taste a little pain yeah
You wanna say it to my face come on come on
I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321 I'm going off like a time bomb
I will not back down
I'll go round and round
Adrenaline's got me (rushing) high
It doesn't matter what you say
'Cause now I'm gonna detonate
I'm counting 321
I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321
I'm going off like a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb
 
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Radiohead-Creep :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:







When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather in a beautiful world
I wish I was special, you're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
So fuckin' special, I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
Oh-oh, oh-oh
She's running out the door
She's running out
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special, I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
 

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