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moonlight gate

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Dec 8, 2024
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Deify the depths of intimate caprice
The noble morsel of the grand eternity
Face the furious and black domain
From where all the wisdom once came
As a weak and stunning flare
Yet so completed and clear

In the eyes of the elementary existence
May the fallen of eternity explode
As primal instincts of devotion
Where the seeds of chaos blow
Where the almighty substance flow

When the oceans rise
And thunder calls
The shape of furious manners fall
Where the oceans rise

Between dimensions asunder
The maze of fragmented flare
Harvest the pain of the will and despair
Where the seeds of chaos grow
Where the almighty substance bow

Milleniums are falling
Milleniums are calling
Hail!
The dawn of a new era
 
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Dec 8, 2024
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Through vast valleys I wander to the highest peaks
On pathways through a wild forgotten landscape
In search of God, in spite of man
'Til the lost forsaken endless
This is where I choose to tread

Fall, so shall we fall into the nihil?
The nothingness that we feel
In the arms of the pale
In the shadow of the grim
Companion who walks with us


Here is the landscape
(Where is the God?)
Here is the sun
(Has he fallen...)
Here in the balance of the earth
(And abandoned us?)
As I'm stalked by the shadow of death's hand
The fire in my heart is forged across the land

Here at the edge of this world
Here I gaze at a pantheon of oak, a citadel of stone
If this grand panorama before me is what you call God
Then God is not dead


I walked down to a river
And sat in reflection of what had to be done
An offering of crimson flowed into the water below
A wound of spirit from which it floated and faded away

Like every hope I've ever had
Like every dream I've ever known
It washed away in a tide of longing, a longing for a better world
From my will, my throat, to the river, and into the sea

Wash away, fade away


Here is the landscape
(Where is the god?)
Here is the sun
(Has he fallen...)
Here at the edge of the earth
(To ruin?)
As I'm stalked by the shadow of death's hand
My heathen pride is scarred across the land
 
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moonlight gate

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Dec 8, 2024
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I touched with one
Who made me run
Away from my own soul
In this world with its
Many illusions
We are moving like mice through a
Maze

And now I find
What's left behind
Has served to make me whole
Full of doubt, deception, and delusion
Seeking purpose to all earthly days

I search within
Beneath a skin
That bears both pleasure and pain
In a world full of constant confusion
I will not be a par to the craze

In the Afterlife
Will dark be bright?
Will cold be warm?
Will the day have no night?
In the Afterlife?
Will the blind have sight?
In the Afterlife

Behind closed eyes
Some comfort lies
In knowing the truth never spoken
Through this world with us
Hidden conclusion
We'll keep moving like mice through
A maze

In the Afterlife
Will dark be bright?
Will cold be warm?
Will the day have no night?
In the Afterlife?
Will the blind have sight?
In the Afterlife

In the Afterlife
Will dark be bright?
Will cold be warm?
Will the day have no night?
In the Afterlife?
Will the blind have sight?
In the Afterlife
 
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Nov 28, 2024
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you'll slit your wrists, you'll cease to exist, you'll feel nothing, you'll feel nothing, you'll feel nothing, the curtains are ripped, the cranium split, and let the blood spill...

 
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I wanted to post something more fun but....
I just discovered this song. So it's new to me. (I think)😉
I thought this was a Westlife song.... I feel like I used to listen to this like 10 or 15 years ago on one of their CDs.
Maybe it was another Brit Pop band. 🤔 I did look this band up and they are from down under. 😲
Also looked up Westlife songs.... Couldn't find it. 🤔 Maybe it just sounds similar to one of their songs.
If anyone knows... Let me know. 😁


Indecent Obsession-Come Back To Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Cry an everlasting weep
But never losing sleep
Of the dreams that have gone wrong
I'm sure it won't be long before you are here

Oh... before you are here...

Pain they say it all takes time
It hurts if the words don't rhyme
It can tear two worlds apart
And leave but a beating heart

Before you are here...
Oh... before you are here...

Won't you come back to me?
Don't leave me all alone.
My love will be the key that brings you home

Won't you come back to me?
Please don't go away...
My love will be as strong as yesterday...

Leave don't ever fade away
Just think of yesterday
When the love that brought us near
Had the warmth to shed a tear

Oh before you are here...

Won't you come back to me?
Don't leave me all alone.
My love will be the key that brings you home

Won't you come back to me?
Please don't go away...
My love will be as strong as yesterday...
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
427


@Dr Iron Arc
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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All That Remains -Forever Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Forever Cold"

Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where you where when he fell
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell

I'll dive straight into mud but onto you I hold
Don't need to be the bigger man forever cold

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold

You can't be cut out
'Cause you were never in
How dare you think that you would ever get away with it
I'll tell you what I know
And it's not what I can prove
Damn you, damn him, damn me for tolerating you

I'll burn every lie you have I'll let it all unfold
My heart until the bitter end forever cold

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold

I own my anger
Forever cold

Forever cold

Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where were you when he fell?
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
(Forever cold, forever cold)
I own my anger
Forever cold

Forever cold
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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2 of my favorite Christmas songs... I think I have posted them the last two years. 😉


Mariah Carey -Miss You Most At Christmastime :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:









Dolly Parton-Hard Candy Christmas :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:




 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Suicide Silence-Fuck Everything :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



















"Fuck Everything"



If you hate the world around you.

And you hate everything that you see.

And if what you see makes you happy,

Then fuck off cause we're all out of time.

So follow me.



Life is short, I'll make it what it's worth.

With time well spent, time spent so well.

So don't run away, just face the new day,

Without a single fear in mind.

Just take it one day at a time!



And...Fuck everything! Everything!

Fuck everything! Everything!



If you hate the world around you.

And it makes you sick what you see.

Then follow me.



Life is short, I'll make it what it's worth.

With time well spent, time spent so well.

So don't run away, just face the new day,

Without a single fear in mind.

Just take it one day at a time!



And...Fuck everything! Everything!

Fuck everything! Everything!



Welcome to a nightmare,

This is the place we all call home.

Welcome to a nightmare,

This is the place we hate to call home.

We fucking hate! Hate hate hate



If you hate the world and you hate what you see,

Then say this with me, fuck everything

[x6]



Put your fingers in the fucking air,

And live your life without a care.



If you hate the world and you hate what you see,

Then say this with me, fuck everything

[x2].



If you hate the world, fuck everything,

And it makes you sick what you see, fuck everything.

Say this with me, fuck everything, fuck everything!



Fuck everything, fuck everything

, ehya! [x5]

Fuck everything! Fuck everything! [x7]
 
kitia973

kitia973

我亦定山河
Dec 24, 2024
85


The song's lyrics is styled in an ancient Chinese format.
The lyrics detail the journey of a beautiful girl who becomes a hero of her nation.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,827
Rick Springfield-Human Touch :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

















Everybody's talking to computers,

They're all dancing to a drum machine

I know I'm living on the outside

Scared of getting caught between

I'm so cool calculated alone in a modern world-uh huh



But Sally has a hard time holding back

The alley to her heart is a beaten track

She's got the love monkey riding on her back



You want love I got it, come on girl



We all need the human touch

We all need the human touch

I need it the human touch

We all need the human touch

We all need it, and I need it too



You know, I got my walls, Sally calls them prison cells

Sometimes I need protection, I've got the chains

I got the warning bells

I sit so snug and isolated, alone in the modern world-uh huh



But Sally has a hard time holding back

The alley to her heart is a beaten track

She's never out of love, yeah she's got the knack

You've got love I want it, come on girl



We all need the human touch

We all need the human touch

I need it the human touch

We all need the human touch

We all need it and I need it to



Human touch

Human touch

Human touch

Human touch

I'm so scared and isolated in the modern world

We all need

We all need the human touch

We all need the human touch

We all need the human touch

I need it the human touch

We all need the human touch

I need it the human touch

We all need it, and I need it too

Human touch

Human touch

Human touch

Human touch

Human touch
 
fuewybfunsfoiceoi

fuewybfunsfoiceoi

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
54


"I'm going on a bus to another world, see ya!"
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,827
I've heard that Bryan Adams did a disco song early in his career...
After some Google, I found out that some producer had a song remixed from a demo (I think)
Apparently he hated it.😉 Every time someone posts it on YouTube, it's removed.
Since I couldn't find his version, I decided to post 2 different versions of it. 😉
I don't think he's a fan of the remakes either. 🙄


David Karr






Vicki Sheppard

 
Su Xin

Su Xin

赠人玫瑰,手有余香
Dec 5, 2024
18


This is a song from Taiwan, based on a real-life story.
But it's kind of strange. The Aquarius in this story is described as someone very brave, whereas I'm quite the opposite—I'm very shy. There were people who liked me before, but I was afraid at the time. I've also had crushes on some girls (based on their appearance), but I never expressed my feelings.
 
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Static X-Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








We kiss the stars

We writhe, we are

Your name, desire

Your flesh, we are

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Your mouth, these words

Silence, it turns

Humming, we laugh

My head falls back

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold
 
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RIPwednesdayadams

Member
Dec 17, 2021
34
does anyone else fuck with black metal? I love darkthrone, mayhem, morbid etc. i can really relate to dead/per ohlin from mayhem/morbid. i feel like i have been obsessed with my death for as long as i can remember. he's a bit more extreme but i can def relate to not belonging around other people, spending most of my time alone in my room, the near death experience and all encompassing depression and suicidal ideation.




 
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Metallica-Master Of Puppets :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








End of passion play, crumbling away

I'm your source of self-destruction

Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear

Leading on your death's construction

Taste me, you will see

More is all you need

Dedicated to

How I'm killing you

Come crawling faster

Obey your master

Your life burns faster

Obey your master, master

Master of puppets, I'm pulling your strings

Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams

Blinded by me, you can't see a thing

Just call my name 'cause I'll hear you scream

Master, master

Just call my name 'cause I'll hear you scream

Master, master

Needlework the way, never you betray

Life of death becoming clearer

Pain monopoly, ritual misery

Chop your breakfast on a mirror

Taste me, you will see

More is all you need

Dedicated to

How I'm killing you

Come crawling faster

Obey your master

Your life burns faster

Obey your master, master

Master of puppets, I'm pulling your strings

Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams

Blinded by me, you can't see a thing

Just call my name 'cause I'll hear you scream

Master, master

Just call my name 'cause I'll hear you scream

Master, master

Master, master

Where's the dreams that I've been after?

Master, master

Promised only lies

Laughter, laughter

All I hear or see is laughter

Laughter, laughter

Laughing at my cries

Fix me!

Hell is worth all that, natural habitat

Just a rhyme without a reason

Never-ending maze, drift on numbered days

Now your life is out of season

I will occupy

I will help you die

I will run through you

Now I rule you too

Come crawling faster

Obey your master

Your life burns faster

Obey your master, master

Master of puppets, I'm pulling your strings

Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams

Blinded by me, you can't see a thing

Just call my name 'cause I'll hear you scream

Master, master

Just call my name 'cause I'll hear you scream

Master, master
 
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RIPwednesdayadams

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Dec 17, 2021
34
I also love Pentagram. "Last Daze Here" is a good song about dying.

 
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I don't exist

Member
Dec 30, 2024
7
This whole album speaks to my soul. Trying to get my hands on Nicole Blackman's book atm because she has a way with words that really resonates with me at my lowest points.



 
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Dec 12, 2024
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aaaaa long live hyperpop

brakence - dropout
 
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