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George Michael-I Can't Make You Love Me β€οΈπŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’œ











Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
Inside my head

Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close
Don't patronize

Don't patronize me

'Cause I can't make you love me
If you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Something that it won't

Here in the dark
In these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power

But you won't
No you won't
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't

I'll close my eyes
Then I won't see
The love you do not feel
When you're holding me

Morning will come
And I'll do what's right
Just give me 'til then
To give up this fight

And I will give up this fight

'And I can't make you love me
If you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Something that it won't

And here in the dark
In these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power

But you won't
No you won't
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't

Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me, baby
Without love

All my tears, all these years
Everything
I believed in
Baby

Oh yeah

Someone's gonna love me
 
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
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hope it's not too cheesy posting this on a suicide forum, but this really is an amazing song :heart:

 
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Ode to Billie Joe - Bobbie Gentry (BBC Live 1968)
 
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Blackout Allstars-I Like It Like That :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







 
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I just remembered this

 
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Joan Jett and the Blackhearts :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










We've been here too long tryin' to get along
Pretendin' that you're oh, so shy
I'm a natural ma'am doin' all I can
My temperature is runnin' high

Cry at night no one in sight
An' we got so much to share
Talking's fine if you got the time
But I ain't got the time to spare, yeah

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Every girl an' boy needs a little joy
All you do is sit an' stare
Beggin' on my knees baby, won't you please?
Run your fingers through my hair

My, my, my whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wastin' time, yeah?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, there, yeah?

My, my, my do you wanna touch me there?
Touch you, touch me touch, everybody
You touch me, you know where, there
Oh yeah, oh, yeah
 
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L.V. - Gangsta's Paradise (L.V. Version)
 
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I cannot remember if I posted this before or not
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality
Blegh
There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie
I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me
A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
 
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
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From ambient I do like "Tony Anderson" ( I hope it is ambient) but there are lot of others like "The Intangible" one of my favorite from this artist is Sciography or Summer, also Evolution but he has many other, It is like from other world sometimes, so divine it is like there is more than just this life. I really like it.

Also I do like artist like
"Blackmill" - Friend,
"Dream State logic" - Etheric Echoes
"Suduaya" - Snow and Stars (this really hits different sometimes)
"Whitesand" - Circle of Life
"M83" - Un Nouveau Soleil
"Nibana" - I Am a Soul
"Killigrew" or "Krisu" - Paradise Lost , Where the River Ends
Also some non ambient artists like
"Florian Bur" - Sound of heart
"Thomas Bergersen" - Empire of Angels
I also like this one from Rick and Morty - R&M

These kind of music is for me when I am depressed (its not for help me but to actually relieve sadness, I used to sometimes cry when I could not endure pain)
"Lord Huron" - The Night We Met
"Sleeping at last" - Saturn
This one from Life is Strange 2 - Blood Brothers\Lone Wolf

Or elevating energy from this masterpiece - Lion King - Circle of Life
 
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some varitation of hating it here
Feb 22, 2023
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Not too sure if anyone is a fan of doom or sludge metal but





I just like how oppressive the atmosphere for a lot of doom/sludge songs, along with the long drawn out chords and distortions that are put on over the bass, just, mwah, chef's kiss.
 
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Asking Alexandria-Psycho :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho

I love to get attention
The tensions all I need
To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho

You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm about to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)

I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
(Die)

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'CuzI'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Nirvana - The Man Who Sold The World (Live MTV Unplugged)
 
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Fell on black days
Feb 1, 2023
768
Pearl Jam - Release
 
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sushi 3003 and sushi 4004 and various other shibuya kei compilation albums hold a special place in my heart

 
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
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some varitation of hating it here
Feb 22, 2023
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mountain goat
May 22, 2023
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Quotes from JD on this track:

"The song, "Amy aka Spent Gladiator 1," is a meditation on those drawn to extremes β€” addicts in particular β€” who don't always end up surviving their torments"

"It's a song that I feel speaks for itself, so when I try and say something about it, I don't know what to say. It is about... how if you feel defeated and trodden upon and wasted, not in the good sense of 'wasted,' you find some small glimmering that manages to carry you through the next sixty seconds, and then you do that enough times to make an hour, and then you do it enough times to make a day, and you keep right on doing it."
 
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