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Rolling Stones - Sympathy For The Devil
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,299
George Michael-I Can't Make You Love Me 
Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
Inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close
Don't patronize
Don't patronize me
'Cause I can't make you love me
If you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Something that it won't
Here in the dark
In these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
But you won't
No you won't
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't
I'll close my eyes
Then I won't see
The love you do not feel
When you're holding me
Morning will come
And I'll do what's right
Just give me 'til then
To give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Something that it won't
And here in the dark
In these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
But you won't
No you won't
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't
Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me, baby
Without love
All my tears, all these years
Everything
I believed in
Baby
Oh yeah
Someone's gonna love me
Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
Inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close
Don't patronize
Don't patronize me
'Cause I can't make you love me
If you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Something that it won't
Here in the dark
In these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
But you won't
No you won't
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't
I'll close my eyes
Then I won't see
The love you do not feel
When you're holding me
Morning will come
And I'll do what's right
Just give me 'til then
To give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Something that it won't
And here in the dark
In these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
But you won't
No you won't
'And I can't make you love me
If you don't
Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me, baby
Without love
All my tears, all these years
Everything
I believed in
Baby
Oh yeah
Someone's gonna love me
yaldabaoth
she/they
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she/they
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Rocinante
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
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NumbItAll
expendable
- May 20, 2018
- 1,098
hope it's not too cheesy posting this on a suicide forum, but this really is an amazing song 
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
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I just remembered this
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,299
Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
We've been here too long tryin' to get along
Pretendin' that you're oh, so shy
I'm a natural ma'am doin' all I can
My temperature is runnin' high
Cry at night no one in sight
An' we got so much to share
Talking's fine if you got the time
But I ain't got the time to spare, yeah
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Every girl an' boy needs a little joy
All you do is sit an' stare
Beggin' on my knees baby, won't you please?
Run your fingers through my hair
My, my, my whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wastin' time, yeah?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, there, yeah?
My, my, my do you wanna touch me there?
Touch you, touch me touch, everybody
You touch me, you know where, there
Oh yeah, oh, yeah
We've been here too long tryin' to get along
Pretendin' that you're oh, so shy
I'm a natural ma'am doin' all I can
My temperature is runnin' high
Cry at night no one in sight
An' we got so much to share
Talking's fine if you got the time
But I ain't got the time to spare, yeah
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Every girl an' boy needs a little joy
All you do is sit an' stare
Beggin' on my knees baby, won't you please?
Run your fingers through my hair
My, my, my whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wastin' time, yeah?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, there, yeah?
My, my, my do you wanna touch me there?
Touch you, touch me touch, everybody
You touch me, you know where, there
Oh yeah, oh, yeah
A mix
The Lovin' Spoonful - Summer in the City
The Lovin' Spoonful - Do You Believe in Magic
Frankie Valli - Can't Take My Eyes off You
Frankie Valli - Grease
The Beach Boys - Wouldn't It Be Nice
The Beach Boys - Kokomo
The Beach Boys - California Girls (Stereo)
The Beach Boys - Surfin' U.S.A.
The Beach Boys - Little Honda
The Beach Boys - Fun, Fun, Fun
The Beach Boys - Good Vibrations
Fats Domino - Blueberry Hill
Fats Domino - Blue Monday
The Zombies - Time Of The Season
Steppenwolf - Magic Carpet Ride
Steppenwolf - The Pusher
The Kinks - You Really Got Me
The Kinks - All Day And All Of The Night
The Kinks - Lola
Ten Years After - I'd Love to Change the World
George Harrison - Got My Mind Set On You (Version I)
George Harrison - Got My Mind Set On You (Version II)
The Beatles - Come Together
The Beatles - Help!
The Beatles - While My Guitar Gently Weeps
Deniece Williams - Let's Hear It for the Boy
Berlin - Take My Breath Away
The Knack | My Sharona
Fleetwood Mac - Everywhere
Fleetwood Mac - Little Lies
MOOG - Speed (feat. Mark Agustin)
Rainey Haynes - Old Enough To Rock and Roll
Adrenalin - Road of the Gypsy
The Lovin' Spoonful - Summer in the City
The Lovin' Spoonful - Do You Believe in Magic
Frankie Valli - Can't Take My Eyes off You
Frankie Valli - Grease
The Beach Boys - Wouldn't It Be Nice
The Beach Boys - Kokomo
The Beach Boys - California Girls (Stereo)
The Beach Boys - Surfin' U.S.A.
The Beach Boys - Little Honda
The Beach Boys - Fun, Fun, Fun
The Beach Boys - Good Vibrations
Fats Domino - Blueberry Hill
Fats Domino - Blue Monday
The Zombies - Time Of The Season
Steppenwolf - Magic Carpet Ride
Steppenwolf - The Pusher
The Kinks - You Really Got Me
The Kinks - All Day And All Of The Night
The Kinks - Lola
Ten Years After - I'd Love to Change the World
George Harrison - Got My Mind Set On You (Version I)
George Harrison - Got My Mind Set On You (Version II)
The Beatles - Come Together
The Beatles - Help!
The Beatles - While My Guitar Gently Weeps
Deniece Williams - Let's Hear It for the Boy
Berlin - Take My Breath Away
The Knack | My Sharona
Fleetwood Mac - Everywhere
Fleetwood Mac - Little Lies
MOOG - Speed (feat. Mark Agustin)
Rainey Haynes - Old Enough To Rock and Roll
Adrenalin - Road of the Gypsy
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,299
Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality
Blegh
There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie
I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me
A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality
Blegh
There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie
I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me
A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
Rocinante
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
- Aug 26, 2022
- 1,461
Rocinante
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
- Aug 26, 2022
- 1,461
MiraiShisen
Student
- Jun 15, 2023
- 165
From ambient I do like "Tony Anderson" ( I hope it is ambient) but there are lot of others like "The Intangible" one of my favorite from this artist is Sciography or Summer, also Evolution but he has many other, It is like from other world sometimes, so divine it is like there is more than just this life. I really like it.
Also I do like artist like
"Blackmill" - Friend,
"Dream State logic" - Etheric Echoes
"Suduaya" - Snow and Stars (this really hits different sometimes)
"Whitesand" - Circle of Life
"M83" - Un Nouveau Soleil
"Nibana" - I Am a Soul
"Killigrew" or "Krisu" - Paradise Lost , Where the River Ends
Also some non ambient artists like
"Florian Bur" - Sound of heart
"Thomas Bergersen" - Empire of Angels
I also like this one from Rick and Morty - R&M
These kind of music is for me when I am depressed (its not for help me but to actually relieve sadness, I used to sometimes cry when I could not endure pain)
"Lord Huron" - The Night We Met
"Sleeping at last" - Saturn
This one from Life is Strange 2 - Blood Brothers\Lone Wolf
Or elevating energy from this masterpiece - Lion King - Circle of Life
Also I do like artist like
"Blackmill" - Friend,
"Dream State logic" - Etheric Echoes
"Suduaya" - Snow and Stars (this really hits different sometimes)
"Whitesand" - Circle of Life
"M83" - Un Nouveau Soleil
"Nibana" - I Am a Soul
"Killigrew" or "Krisu" - Paradise Lost , Where the River Ends
Also some non ambient artists like
"Florian Bur" - Sound of heart
"Thomas Bergersen" - Empire of Angels
I also like this one from Rick and Morty - R&M
These kind of music is for me when I am depressed (its not for help me but to actually relieve sadness, I used to sometimes cry when I could not endure pain)
"Lord Huron" - The Night We Met
"Sleeping at last" - Saturn
This one from Life is Strange 2 - Blood Brothers\Lone Wolf
Or elevating energy from this masterpiece - Lion King - Circle of Life
dangero
Member
- May 1, 2023
- 49
KrowaKovsky
i dunno what to put here
- Feb 22, 2023
- 204
Not too sure if anyone is a fan of doom or sludge metal but
I just like how oppressive the atmosphere for a lot of doom/sludge songs, along with the long drawn out chords and distortions that are put on over the bass, just, mwah, chef's kiss.
I just like how oppressive the atmosphere for a lot of doom/sludge songs, along with the long drawn out chords and distortions that are put on over the bass, just, mwah, chef's kiss.
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,299
Asking Alexandria-Psycho
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
I love to get attention
The tensions all I need
To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm about to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage
I'm feeling out of my mind
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
(Die)
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'CuzI'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
I love to get attention
The tensions all I need
To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm about to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage
I'm feeling out of my mind
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
(Die)
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'CuzI'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho
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Nirvana - The Man Who Sold The World (Live MTV Unplugged)
mia.wallace
Fell on black days
- Feb 1, 2023
- 768
sushi 3003 and sushi 4004 and various other shibuya kei compilation albums hold a special place in my heart
Rocinante
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
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KrowaKovsky
i dunno what to put here
- Feb 22, 2023
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