Monday is the day

[Kemis]

So I have been lurking on here for a long while and have been inspired by the support and understanding.

I have suffered for many years and have planned Monday to be my last day. I have tried many times before but always failed. The most successful was with a set of barbecues but I was woken too soon and only had a bad headache and could hardly move my limbs for a few hours.

This time, i am renting a generator on the morning. I have a car and will park up, take some sleep aids, switch the generator on and let things run their course.

I have tried so hard to carry on but the pain is just too great. The endless cycle's have worn me down and I am a shell of the person I once was.

I put on a brave face but I am ready to move on and be at peace. I just hope my family understand my reasons.

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry you've had such a hard time. I hope you find your way to a peaceful end to your suffering. Journey well

 

[Kikoo Loool]

May you find peace.

 

[Halo13]

I hope you rest well. Safe travels.

 

[Macc Lad]

So I have been lurking on here for a long while and have been inspired by the support and understanding.

I have suffered for many years and have planned Monday to be my last day. I have tried many times before but always failed. The most successful was with a set of barbecues but I was woken too soon and only had a bad headache and could hardly move my limbs for a few hours.

This time, i am renting a generator on the morning. I have a car and will park up, take some sleep aids, switch the generator on and let things run their course.

I have tried so hard to carry on but the pain is just too great. The endless cycle's have worn me down and I am a shell of the person I once was.

I put on a brave face but I am ready to move on and be at peace. I just hope my family understand my reasons.

so many people seem to "lurk" lol.........all the best!

 

[JadedGray]

Good luck. I hope you find peace.