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[ozenn]

it's really impulsive but something bad is going to happen to me eventually and i cannot be around when it happens
i have absolutely nothing concrete to my disposal,
i have alcohol and morphine and that's about it, my only other option is a bridge but i have no idea if its high enough i really dont know what to do
im waiting for my mom to go to sleep so i can leave the house and im just freaking out

 

[thefarter]

what bad thing is going to happen to you? if you don't mind me asking

 

[Ruru-san]

it's really impulsive but something bad is going to happen to me eventually and i cannot be around when it happens
i have absolutely nothing concrete to my disposal,
i have alcohol and morphine and that's about it, my only other option is a bridge but i have no idea if its high enough i really dont know what to do
im waiting for my mom to go to sleep so i can leave the house and im just freaking out

Sounds really stressful. I wouldn't want you to make an impulsive decision though, I'd recommend waiting at least a bit 'til you've calmed down and really thought things through. Hope you're doing okay now though