Venting Massively fucked up again today, fuck me

[CrazyDiamond04]

Ended up breaking something important because I'm a subhuman animal who can't control their emotions properly. Now I'm fucked for at least this week if not longer than that. It's the day after my birthday too, lol. I guess it's befitting that a fuck-up like me would fuck up like this now. Worst part is that I don't even have the materials to CTB at my leisure. There's times when I thought about just walking over to the Academy near me, buying a gun and using that to kill myself but I'm not sure how feasible that is. Ended up cutting my finger pretty badly today too so that sucks as well. I'm utterly fucked in life.

 

[Afterglow]

having a breakdown doesn't make you "subhuman"

I hope things start going better for you. I really do. Make sure to take care of yourself.