Venting manic and alone

[ManicNarcissus]

well, its been close to 2 weeks of this "high". normally my mania is only 7ish days, 10 at most, but now its been almost 2 weeks of it.

im in a life-time of constant cycling and dragging everyone close to me through it all. i have no friends because of my mental illness and the things i've done because of it, i failed my parents, and i've completely failed at life before i even had the chance.

i just dont know anymore, if the mania has been excessive i wonder how strong the depression crash is gonna hurt this time

 

[XdragonsoulX]

I understand this feeling heavily of not knowing how hard you will crash. How close you may actually get to death this time. I just recently found out I've got bipolar with psychosis. And for a while I just thought I was some rollercoaster of emotions. I too have lost many friends and now my family from mental illness. Ever need to talk can pm when you're able to.