I'm 23 years old and I've been clinically depressed for almost 6 years. Im going to stab my throat by february 15 2025. Although I am afraid, I plan to take my usual dose of shrooms(14g) plus get really drunk to not feel as much pain. I would like to get any thoughts on this method.
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nothingspecial
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- Nov 18, 2024
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I have Major Depression too, it's so tiring. I also have been thinking about stabbing my throat with a box cutter, maybe even slitting it if my survival instincts don't kick in too much. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you finally find peace and relief :)
lacustra
Student
- Jul 3, 2024
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Nobodi
Student
- Sep 24, 2024
- 127
The survival instinct might kick in may not be a viable method
I had major depression too I had it for 15 years. When I feel extremely sad I feel a sharp sort of a grip in my chest. I'm feeling that right now. And when get really strong tears come out of my eyes. I asked other people of this feeling but they say they haven't felt it
I'm think either rope or SN but I haven't investigated throughly for the SN. The rope I got the fabric recommendation and I have instructions on how to tie rope. Just the place to do it. Motel maybe but I'll have to study how to do half suspension.Last edited:
finishLana
Student
- Dec 12, 2021
- 152
Hey, I absolutely understand how you feel, also in a depression train for years and it is exhausting. I wouldn't suggest cutting/stubbing as a method because it is way harder than it seems and likelihood of success is very low. But I wish you luck in your journey.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,086
It sounds like you've suffered a lot, I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.
I'm starting to think that maybe stabbing is not a viable method, even with the help of drugs to help with the courage and maybe aliviate some pain.Similar threads
