emptymiku
bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
- Mar 27, 2023
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i've been afraid of dying in a way that doesn't let me experience death properly. i want to be conscious to experience the peacefulness that people describe after near-death expereinces. i don't want to die while asleep or unconscious, because i would be missing out on that. i don't know if i'm making sense, but would hanging allow for that? preferably something that doesn't require a huge bypass of SI or is super painful, but i'd assume something like that doesn't exist anyways...