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flowerdecay

Member
Mar 6, 2024
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Anyone else worry about ctb alone.

I worry that my SI will take over if I'm alone and it'll all be a waste.

Tell me I'm not the only one
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
157
Anyone else worry about ctb alone.

I worry that my SI will take over if I'm alone and it'll all be a waste.

Tell me I'm not the only one
I'm have so many attempts while alone and always wake up violently sick and just cry. You're definitely not alone. If you want to silence the SI try to stay busy out the house or sleep! Sleeping has always helped me silence the urges 👍
 
quiet.rabbit

quiet.rabbit

NEET
Feb 27, 2020
117
I'm have so many attempts while alone and always wake up violently sick and just cry. You're definitely not alone. If you want to silence the SI try to stay busy out the house or sleep! Sleeping has always helped me silence the urges 👍
??? I think they're talking about suppressing Survival Instincts.
 
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Olisop21.

Student
Mar 15, 2024
173
Anyone else worry about ctb alone.

I worry that my SI will take over if I'm alone and it'll all be a waste.

Tell me I'm not the only one
You are so not alone. Was just about to post this very topic. As soon as I start to go over my plan, I freak out. I have to get a hold of my fear.
 
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