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LastPenance

empty man
May 16, 2025
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I know this isn't the most recommended way to affect SI, but I don't really have anything other than alcohol which I worry would affect my coordination. Does anyone have experience with trying to ctb while on hydroxyzine
 
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sweetdrowning

living ghost
Jan 2, 2026
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I'm prescribed hydroxyzine for anxiety and it barely helps in my opinion. Just helps me sleep. Unsure at higher doses though
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
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Don't even bother with hydroxyzine. This paper shows that hydroxyzine can't even get you to sleep, let alone shut your SI.

But then again, have you tried hydroxyzine beforehand? Or have you tried od with it? I'd love to know your experience with it.
 
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LastPenance

empty man
May 16, 2025
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Don't even bother with hydroxyzine. This paper shows that hydroxyzine can't even get you to sleep, let alone shut your SI.

But then again, have you tried hydroxyzine beforehand? Or have you tried od with it? I'd love to know your experience with it.
I haven't tried it beforehand or tried to od with it before. If I try to ctb again I'll probably take hydroxyzine before I do to see if it does anything, might as well, and I'll share my experience then
 
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