Local access to Nembutal? + The Peanut Project

[systratiotes]

As someone new, I'm now trying to cope with the fact that it's nearly impossible to get Nembutal, so please forgive that I'm still clinging to hopes.

Trips to Peru or other faraway places isn't an option for me because of financial constraints. Yet, as far as I know, it's used in my country (located in Eastern Europe) too by vets, and I wondered how local channels could be explored.

Unfortunately, I never had a pet, so I don't have a trusted vet. However, there's a plenty of them plus a vet uni here, so I just wonder if there's anyone who at least heard of succesful ways of establishing contacts with people who can access Nembutal for professional reasons. If yes, please tell, and I beg you to be specific about how it was done. Any minuscule information or advice is appreciated. Please note that I'm very much aware that anyone involved in such a thing would face very serious charges.

Also, what I read about the 2005 "Peanut Project" in the latest (2025 January) Peaceful Pill eHandbook (https://bunkr.media/f/oYjGxZpe48cWo) made me want to believe that someone with a decent knowledge of Chemistry and lab accessories could technically synthesize Nembutal. I only know, however, what little is shared about them in the "Essentials" edition (there's a link to a video about the project, but I can't access it, even with an account: https://bit.ly/peanutproject). This question was raised here before (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ppeh-videos.199023/) but there were no answers to it.

 

[Carrot]

Vets are not stupid, they are unlikely to be tricked into a sob story or risk their carrier. Alsp that would be incredibly unfsir towards them. I want to die but am also very empathetic.

As much as I wish this was avialable everywhere, I find it insane that you can buy it nearly OTC in some places.

 

[systratiotes]

Vets are not stupid, they are unlikely to be tricked into a sob story or risk their carrier. Alsp that would be incredibly unfsir towards them. I want to die but am also very empathetic.

As much as I wish this was avialable everywhere, I find it insane that you can buy it nearly OTC in some places.

Thank you, I see your point, and I want to emphasize that despite wanting to die, I haven't lost my moral compass. I don't want anyone to get into trouble because of my decision.

 

[rozbitka]

As much as I wish this was avialable everywhere, I find it insane that you can buy it nearly OTC in some places.

In what places?

 

[MyShadow]

20 years ago, Mexico was a hotspot for acquiring Nembutal but a story written in the San Diego Reader story titled "Suicide Tourism" exposed that source. I've heard about Latin and South American sources but I don't have any information on that.

As far as I am concerned, it's a unicorn in our world.

 

[wishingonstars]

Also, what I read about the 2005 "Peanut Project" in the latest (2025 January) Peaceful Pill eHandbook (https://bunkr.media/f/oYjGxZpe48cWo) made me want to believe that someone with a decent knowledge of Chemistry and lab accessories could technically synthesize Nembutal. I only know, however, what little is shared about them in the "Essentials" edition (there's a link to a video about the project, but I can't access it, even with an account: https://bit.ly/peanutproject). This question was raised here before (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ppeh-videos.199023/) but there were no answers to it.

I am very curious about how hard it would be to synthesize

 

[urgent]

Thank you, I see your point, and I want to emphasize that despite wanting to die, I haven't lost my moral compass. I don't want anyone to get into trouble because of my decision.

Exactly, I don't either but there are those out there selling it. I wouldn't do anything to put them in further risk. I don't want trouble for anyone. I just want a legit source because they are out there.

 

[iveseenfootage]

Exactly, I don't either but there are those out there selling it. I wouldn't do anything to put them in further risk. I don't want trouble for anyone. I just want a legit source because they are out there.

You will be hard pressed to find one online, too many scammers. Gotta get lucky with some insanely corrupt vet or venture down to South America I guess

 

[gardenhouse]

As someone new, I'm now trying to cope with the fact that it's nearly impossible to get Nembutal, so please forgive that I'm still clinging to hopes.

Trips to Peru or other faraway places isn't an option for me because of financial constraints. Yet, as far as I know, it's used in my country (located in Eastern Europe) too by vets, and I wondered how local channels could be explored.

Unfortunately, I never had a pet, so I don't have a trusted vet. However, there's a plenty of them plus a vet uni here, so I just wonder if there's anyone who at least heard of succesful ways of establishing contacts with people who can access Nembutal for professional reasons. If yes, please tell, and I beg you to be specific about how it was done. Any minuscule information or advice is appreciated. Please note that I'm very much aware that anyone involved in such a thing would face very serious charges.

Also, what I read about the 2005 "Peanut Project" in the latest (2025 January) Peaceful Pill eHandbook (https://bunkr.media/f/oYjGxZpe48cWo) made me want to believe that someone with a decent knowledge of Chemistry and lab accessories could technically synthesize Nembutal. I only know, however, what little is shared about them in the "Essentials" edition (there's a link to a video about the project, but I can't access it, even with an account: https://bit.ly/peanutproject). This question was raised here before (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ppeh-videos.199023/) but there were no answers to it.

I have a pet but how would I convince a vet to give me a nembutal lol? As usually they are the one who administer it themselves. I read somewhere that a group of old folks in Australia successfully made nembutal at home in their kitchen with pressure cooker but still the ingredients are very hard to get since most of the ingredients are lethal, even if you wanna get it from suppliers, you need certain kind of a license.

 

[U. A.]

The Peanut Project approach is moot for all but the richest among us (who'd not be clamouring for relief on a site like this) as part of said project was fundraising for massive amounts of money to have their results tested for purity either via independent lab, or by rented equipment (can't recall which, but it's in their old newsletters). iirc this was tens of thousands of dollars–in the market of a decade or so ago. Amp that cost up to match today's economy.

 

[doomerguy88]

You will be hard pressed to find one online, too many scammers. Gotta get lucky with some insanely corrupt vet or venture down to South America I guess

There's so much corruption and bad people in the world yet there isn't one doctor or vet who is willing to help people CTB. Like why hasn't their been another jack Kevorkian.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

There's so much corruption and bad people in the world yet there isn't one doctor or vet who is willing to help people CTB. Like why hasn't their been another jack Kevorkian.

Cowardice and a general lack of people who are sympathetic to the idea of suicide

 

[doomerguy88]

Cowardice and a general lack of people who are sympathetic to the idea of suicide

Yeah it just sucks because you hear of doctors doing all sorts of other shady stuff but not one is willing to help people die who want it.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

Yeah it just sucks because you hear of doctors doing all sorts of other shady stuff but not one is willing to help people die who want it.

Nurses as well. So many angels of death (fun game: look up how many have been found out in your country) but they only ever target the terminally in the ICU.
I suppose it doesn't give them the power trip they look for when serial killing or whatever but alas

 

[doomerguy88]

Nurses as well. So many angels of death (fun game: look up how many have been found out in your country) but they only ever target the terminally in the ICU.
I suppose it doesn't give them the power trip they look for when serial killing or whatever but alas

Thanks I will check it out. yeah I don't necessarily mean serial killers just doctors /nurses who are willing to break the law to help people CTB for those who want it. Or a vet who is willing to give N to people. It's like people don't mind risking life sentence in jail to do all sorts of bad stuff but not one who is willing to risk it to help people who want it

 

[gardenhouse]

As someone new, I'm now trying to cope with the fact that it's nearly impossible to get Nembutal, so please forgive that I'm still clinging to hopes.

Trips to Peru or other faraway places isn't an option for me because of financial constraints. Yet, as far as I know, it's used in my country (located in Eastern Europe) too by vets, and I wondered how local channels could be explored.

Unfortunately, I never had a pet, so I don't have a trusted vet. However, there's a plenty of them plus a vet uni here, so I just wonder if there's anyone who at least heard of succesful ways of establishing contacts with people who can access Nembutal for professional reasons. If yes, please tell, and I beg you to be specific about how it was done. Any minuscule information or advice is appreciated. Please note that I'm very much aware that anyone involved in such a thing would face very serious charges.

Also, what I read about the 2005 "Peanut Project" in the latest (2025 January) Peaceful Pill eHandbook (https://bunkr.media/f/oYjGxZpe48cWo) made me want to believe that someone with a decent knowledge of Chemistry and lab accessories could technically synthesize Nembutal. I only know, however, what little is shared about them in the "Essentials" edition (there's a link to a video about the project, but I can't access it, even with an account: https://bit.ly/peanutproject). This question was raised here before (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ppeh-videos.199023/) but there were no answers to it.

I have a pet and know a vet, but i have no idea how to make up a story to get nembutal out off their hands, as they're usually the one who administers it.

The video is not open for public though, i've signed up for exit international forum using my partner id who is 50+, hopefully i'll gain access on how to open the video, but in my understanding even if it was possible to be synthesized in your kitchen, all the required sodium is not easy to get or heavily regulated .

 

[VegasLyra]

Okay I might regret this but here goes nothing. There's a community on Reddit dedicated to collecting odd/unique medicine bottles, with Nembutal being one of them. I'm not going to give you their names, but if you just search "Nembutal" on Reddit and sort by new, you'll almost certainly find these communities.

Most of the Nembutal from there is decades old, but believe it or not it should be still good to CTB with. Now the problem is how do you get access to what they have? Robbery is off the table. Your best shot is to DM someone that has N and ask them how much they'd sell it to you for, and go from there.

BUT. THIS IS IMPORTANT. For the love of God don't give the slightest hint that you're after N for CTB. Pretend you're an antique bottle collector or something. Personally this isn't an option for me as I don't live in the US, but I'm sharing this info in hopes that someone will be able to finesse a Nembutal bottle and successfully CTB. Hope for the best!

 

[gardenhouse]

So easy to search online, so hard to get legally. If i had known I would come to this point in my life to wanna CBT, I would have studied to become a vet

 

[VegasLyra]

So easy to search online, so hard to get legally. If i had known I would come to this point in my life to wanna CBT, I would have studied to become a vet


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LMAO I've actually thought about this. I plan on CTB in the coming months by hanging but if, for whatever reason, I decide against it I'm gonna study to become a vet. Not necessarily just to get access to nembutal, but it sure would be a great side effect

 

[knowledgeseeking]

I was married to a vet and can confirm they will not risk the license by giving you euthanasia drugs.

 

[gardenhouse]

LMAO I've actually thought about this. I plan on CTB in the coming months by hanging but if, for whatever reason, I decide against it I'm gonna study to become a vet. Not necessarily just to get access to nembutal, but it sure would be a great side effect

But that would take years!!!

I was married to a vet and can confirm they will not risk the license by giving you euthanasia drugs.

And if you steal it, it would be the end of a relationship, wouldn't it!

 

[Pluto]

 

[VegasLyra]

Okay I might regret this but here goes nothing. There's a community on Reddit dedicated to collecting odd/unique medicine bottles, with Nembutal being one of them. I'm not going to give you their names, but if you just search "Nembutal" on Reddit and sort by new, you'll almost certainly find these communities.

Most of the Nembutal from there is decades old, but believe it or not it should be still good to CTB with. Now the problem is how do you get access to what they have? Robbery is off the table. Your best shot is to DM someone that has N and ask them how much they'd sell it to you for, and go from there.

BUT. THIS IS IMPORTANT. For the love of God don't give the slightest hint that you're after N for CTB. Pretend you're an antique bottle collector or something. Personally this isn't an option for me as I don't live in the US, but I'm sharing this info in hopes that someone will be able to finesse a Nembutal bottle and successfully CTB. Hope for the best!

Look at the labels. Jesus christ. I wish I lived in the US, you guys need to tap into this method

 

[Ardis]

Look at the labels. Jesus christ. I wish I lived in the US, you guys need to tap into this method

I posted this on another thread. So you are saying the N I have should still be good to ctb?
I have 2 large bottles of liquid N vetinary supply that I got from D around 2012 and never used. But I am ready now. I looked at it the other day and it was clear and has been stored in a dry cool place since the day I got it. I tested the other day by putting a syringe into the bottle, and added it to a little bit of water. It was definitely still potent as it brougt on an immediate sensation of calm. It had a very slight bitter taste. My concern is since it is so old, would anyone feel comfortable relying on this alone to ctb? Or, would you not risk it due to it's age and maybe not finishing the job. I did some reading on it, and the degradion is very very slow. It can last many years beyond expiration. However, this is serious stuff, and no one wants a botched attempt. I will also ask if anyone knows where I can obtain a testing kit to test potency?

 

[jrdo]

PM Me

 

[gardenhouse]

Look at the labels. Jesus christ. I wish I lived in the US, you guys need to tap into this method

Are these expired nembutals?

 

[spero_meliora]

Are these expired nembutals?

they're extremely old. nembudeine for example hasn't been produced since the early 80s, if not discontinued sooner. it was a ridiculous combination of pentobarbital, caffeine, codeine, and phenacetin (before we realised that phenacetin is extremely dangerous).

because apparently you can't have a headache when you're unconscious. ;)

 

[VegasLyra]

I posted this on another thread. So you are saying the N I have should still be good to ctb?
I have 2 large bottles of liquid N vetinary supply that I got from D around 2012 and never used. But I am ready now. I looked at it the other day and it was clear and has been stored in a dry cool place since the day I got it. I tested the other day by putting a syringe into the bottle, and added it to a little bit of water. It was definitely still potent as it brougt on an immediate sensation of calm. It had a very slight bitter taste. My concern is since it is so old, would anyone feel comfortable relying on this alone to ctb? Or, would you not risk it due to it's age and maybe not finishing the job. I did some reading on it, and the degradion is very very slow. It can last many years beyond expiration. However, this is serious stuff, and no one wants a botched attempt. I will also ask if anyone knows where I can obtain a testing kit to test potency?

From what I've heard on those subreddits, tentatively yes. That said it being a liquid significantly lowers the chance. I recommend asking on those subreddits pretending you're a bottle collector asking if its okay to take a sip or two to "go to sleep" or relax

 

[EscThisPlace321]

From what I've heard on those subreddits, tentatively yes. That said it being a liquid significantly lowers the chance. I recommend asking on those subreddits pretending you're a bottle collector asking if its okay to take a sip or two to "go to sleep" or relax

what subreddits were they? I can't message yet....I'm interested in purchasing nembutal....and do you think they'd still be good?

 

[Ardis]

Thank you for your help. Here are some additional considerations:

The shelf life of Nembutal (pentobarbital) depends heavily on its formulation, storage conditions, and whether it has been opened or diluted.

• Manufactured Liquid/Injectable: Typically 2 to 3 years from the date of manufacture when stored properly.
• Powder/Salt Form: The dry powder is extremely stable and can last for decades if kept in a tightly sealed container in a cool, dry place.
• Compounded or Diluted Solutions: Custom-mixed solutions are significantly less stable, with efficacy and safety often guaranteed for only 30 days to a few months.

Important Safety Considerations

• Storage: To prevent degradation, pentobarbital must be kept in a tightly closed container, away from direct light, and stored at controlled room temperature or refrigerated, depending on the specific product guidelines.
• Contamination: Once a liquid vial is punctured or a solution is prepared, it is highly susceptible to bacterial contamination. Most protocols recommend discarding opened or constituted vials after 28 to 30 days.
• Degradation: Expired Nembutal may lose its potency, becoming dangerously unpredictable. Do not use if the solution is cloudy, discolored, or contains sediment