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afinedaytoexit

afinedaytoexit

Member
Jun 22, 2025
12
1. Friend IRL treated me well when I told her my story, what I am going through, and kept me from spiraling just by being kind and present. I'm not used to such kindness.

2. I stopped spiraling and slept the whole afternoon, I gathered my senses after a paranoid attack

3. Got accepted in this community. I stumbled on an article about SaSu, checked it for myself, and found everything I wanted here last night. I didn't know there was a place where I could speak so freely about my suicidal ideation, I've dreamed of that for 2 or 3 years on end and always believed it would bring me relief.
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
182
Today is quiet; I like quiet.
I have plans to hang with a friend today
I'm lying down, and my new bed is super firm, which I like~
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
242
-My bf and my cat woke me up with a lot of kisses

-I played True Colors (Stranger things) its beautiful!

-My bf is doing pancakes 🥰🥰
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
586
I got paid
 
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Binderz

Member
Dec 26, 2021
6
I went for a run.
My little garden perks me up.
I took a satisfyingly short nap.
 
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ImnotCTB

ImnotCTB

Member
Jun 11, 2025
39
1. I spree smoked in early morning when there's no one out that knows me
2. I had a good lunch earlier
3. I found Laya's Horizon and unlocked almost all the capes

GG
 
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afinedaytoexit

afinedaytoexit

Member
Jun 22, 2025
12
1. Got my new studio apartment in the town where I'm willing to give myself a chance to recover (while taking my plans to CTB a bit more seriously... yeah paradoxical I know.) Will make it cozy. Due to move later.

2. Got to do nothing and lay immobile in an air-conditioned room. Nice.

3. Got my bi-monthly hour of professional mentorship. Allowed me to ground myself.

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SeafoamSkeleton

SeafoamSkeleton

future ghost
Jun 24, 2025
53
1. My partner said he felt closer to me after I shared some of my ideation.

2. I didn't get caught in the rain.

3. I got a referral and an appointment to see an otolaryngologist next month after they said it might be booked up for the next three months.
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
182
1. I saw one of my friends today and we hung out
2. We ate pizza and watched TV
3. It was 4:20 somewhere~ lol
 
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SailorBlue

SailorBlue

Member
Jun 21, 2025
37
1. I was safe
2. I didn't get bitten by mosquitoes
3. My teeth are clean
 
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polm

Member
May 3, 2025
98
1. Got VPN
2. I logged in
3. I said 🖕Ofcom UK
 
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iLikeFrogs

iLikeFrogs

Most likely dissociating
May 5, 2023
135
1. a good nap
2. got my blood drawn finally
3. ate some dubai chocolate for the first time
 
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exe99109

Member
Jun 28, 2025
7
I ate some delicious food that my mom made.

My mom and dad show me everyday that they care about me so much.

I'm still able to shower myself.
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Arcanist
May 28, 2024
441
Got nominated to be a union rep at my workplace

Got offered private gymnastics lessons

It's my Friday. Nuff said!
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
182
Ate a yummy lunch~
Got more bud (lol :ahhha:)
Talked to someone that makes me really happy 😄
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
129
Found a song i liked on the forum
✨aesthetically✨ smoked a cigarette
Talked with my internet friend for 2 hours
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Experienced
Mar 12, 2025
265
Hmmm... today is just beginning so for yesterday....

1. I didn't get arrested, the cop was Nice and understanding as I fckn Stood there.. and told him my hatred for myself and the World around me...

2. Didn't go to jail, no felony, no Crazy / unnecessary bullshit like I've been through before .

3. More rain and storms in the forecast! =) Mightt very well push my demise on the 4th. God Please Help me... Fml.
 
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