life is wonderful

[edu0z]

Finally we made an appointment at CENESEX (national center for sexual education) to be seen and they gave us a date for January. That's where they examine you for gender reassignment issues. I didn't care at this point but she seemed quite excited so why take away her hope?. Anyway, a friend close to the family knows someone, a psychiatrist who works there and gave us his number. The host wrote to him to talk and ask some questions. And the psychiatrist told him that they would never allow someone with DID to do something as permanent as hrt(and the truth is that I understand why)

I'm not depressed or anything (at least I guess not for now, in my experience those emotions are going to rub off on me sooner or later), I just can't stop laughing. I know she is horribly disappointed and depressed because tears fall from our eyes and my breath breaks sometimes. But I can't stop laughing at how hilariously ironic the situation is. Because our weak and pathetic previous host never being able to accept himself, our personality divided into small and annoying little people. And now that we're putting our shit together and making an effort, we're told that because we're several annoying little people, we can't do the one thing that could maybe help us stop being several annoying little people.

Conclusion: life is wonderful... death is not that fun.