Discussion life is too much effort

[saduck]

been only a lurker in the website and this is my first post but i wanted to talk about how i haven't seen or yet seen any posts talking about wanting to CTB just because life is too much effort , not desperation or anything like that even if life is good you only get small rushes of dopamine that make you happy but you will never be permanently happy , and those small rushes of dopamine require so much effort and dedication that i'm not willing to do , well i'm not really willing to do any effort at all so just wanted to know if there are any other people in the same situation.

 

[aforestfire]

i feel the same way. happiness seems like sometimes so easy to achieve to some people, that's why the effort is worth it, the dark moments are so little compared to the rest; to some people living is easier than ctb'ing. that's definitely not the case for me tho, i think i'm incapable of feeling truly happiness, those brief moments don't happen to me and it's been years.

i do think there's things that make living worth it, but if you don't have any of those things, or if there's nothing here that you want, then living just becomes a burden.