Just popped a lorazepam to calm me before going. Estimated ingestion time is in 4 hours. Decided to go to dinner. Finished eating 5 hours ago so hoping 9 hours is enough time. My apartment is empty. Pet and roommate are moved out. I felt an overwhelming sense of calm walking in tonight. To think the suffering will finally end in a few hours is satisfying. I will make another post later and try to give some information to those who want to try sn without an AE. I am taking lorazepam as my benzo which apparently has its anti- emetic usages so I might be cheating a bit. Just want to go out in peace and hopefully do some good for yall on my journey to the other side.
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Goodbye if this is it for you wishing the very good of luck to you OP and hopefully you'll be able to succumb to absolute perpetual everlasting peace
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