FakeSmileGuy
hate myself lol
- Apr 16, 2024
- 49
Hi people who don't know me. I don't know if anyone will really read this, but I've completely given up now. I was on the edge about suicide for a really long time, and I've finally decided that I don't give a fuck about anything, I'm ready to kill myself now. It was just my sister's birthday, that was the last thing I was waiting for. Now I have a good few months where I'm not doing anything, so I'll just take that time to kill myself. I'm thinking of buying a black powder gun, since I'm not old enough to buy a real one, or if that fails, I'll get my hands on some SN. It's really weird finally being ready for this, I've never felt so apathetic about everything the way I do now, it's insane how I don't care what happens to me anymore. Oh well. I've already cried about this, I've already grieved my death. All I feel now is apathy towards the world, towards my life. I'll probably post some more when I decide how to do it. Thanks for reading this dumb rant, I hope everything ends well for everyone here :)
