leopard_gec
Kara Kara Kara no Kara
- Dec 26, 2022
- 32
My mom has always been mental unstable. I guess she hit her breaking point and decided to take everyone with her.
"This is all your fault, you deserve it" is she would scream at us as she would try to rip out the poorly attached gas pipe in our living room.
I knew what she was saying was bullshit, I knew she was fucked in the head I could have run or tried to make her stop but I did nothing, I just stood there, watching her, my little brother was crying begging for her to stop, her boyfriend also stood there maybe he was shocked or maybe he was thinking the same thing as me.
"Please just kill us, please just explode already" or something like that. All I wanted was to die. I would even fantasize about it happening.
She ended up attempting the same thing maybe another 6 or so times over the span of 4 years and everytime all I could think about was about finally dying.
This was more than a decade ago yet this whole time I still wish those pipes broke.
"This is all your fault, you deserve it" is she would scream at us as she would try to rip out the poorly attached gas pipe in our living room.
I knew what she was saying was bullshit, I knew she was fucked in the head I could have run or tried to make her stop but I did nothing, I just stood there, watching her, my little brother was crying begging for her to stop, her boyfriend also stood there maybe he was shocked or maybe he was thinking the same thing as me.
"Please just kill us, please just explode already" or something like that. All I wanted was to die. I would even fantasize about it happening.
She ended up attempting the same thing maybe another 6 or so times over the span of 4 years and everytime all I could think about was about finally dying.
This was more than a decade ago yet this whole time I still wish those pipes broke.
