gardenoflonely
I'm ready whenever you are, God
- Apr 29, 2026
- 94
and i don't want to be here still. i don't see the point in celebrating. there's no one to do it with anyway. i'm ready for this to be over already i hate it here.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
You have me and I bet so many others here, as we are ALL family here, so yes, you do have a lot of folks.
Wishing you a very beautiful sunny day and I want you to know that you ARE VERY important and that your birthday is special.
Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY my good friend!
Walter
SASU-KE
Anhedonic Elementalist
- Nov 26, 2025
- 826
Happy birthday @gardenoflonely ,hope you have a good day today!
gardenoflonely
I'm ready whenever you are, God
- Apr 29, 2026
- 94
thank you !! this is so sweet and kindHAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
You have me and I bet so many others here, as we are ALL family here, so yes, you do have a lot of folks.
Wishing you a very beautiful sunny day and I want you to know that you ARE VERY important and that your birthday is special.
Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY my good friend!
Walter
thank u thank uu it's been not the greatest so far though but hopefully i can just sleep through it this year
starboy2k
“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
- May 21, 2025
- 602
coolcow1289
Student
- Mar 17, 2026
- 110
Happy birthday! Wishing you peace. Every year around the sun is an achievement.
Aphid
ROT ROT ROT ROT ROT
- Apr 30, 2026
- 141
gardenoflonely
I'm ready whenever you are, God
- Apr 29, 2026
- 94
happy birthday
thank u all it's probably sad and pathetic but you all are the only people whove said happy birthday to me. i did not know i could feel this lonely. i remember everyone else's birthday.....
pk@2001
Member
- Apr 27, 2026
- 13
1nocares
Member
- May 22, 2026
- 15
Happy Birthday. I can't make excuses for others, but I'm sorry you feel this way on a day for YOU!!! Please have a wonderful rest of your day, week, night
I know it's about the day of our birth, and even though we are all here on this site I hope we can at least celebrate you existing in this moment. Thank you for existing
a-lien
waiting for the space shuttle
- Feb 22, 2026
- 200
Happy birhtday..
feel it, I'm the person who would write at midnight...
I'm sry...
Hope you atleast do something good to yourself.. some cake or what your favorite food or something
enjoytheride
Student
- Jun 29, 2025
- 149
Happy Birthday! I hope you have the best possible day, with lots of kindness to yourself and a good treat!
gardenoflonely
I'm ready whenever you are, God
- Apr 29, 2026
- 94
Happy birthday
op
Happy birthday
Happy Birthday
much appreciatedHappy Birthday! I hope you have the best possible day, with lots of kindness to yourself and a good treat!
you all are wonderful
thank u for sharing your thoughts. i'm so sorry for myself too, i've been depressed for a very long time but my birthday was always the one day of the year i felt okay. i feel absolutely nothing right now. it's like i'm shutting down slowly. i'll try to make the most of what's left of my existence though.
Pluto
Cat Extremist
- Dec 27, 2020
- 6,941
aloneinkyoto
人生はゲームのようなものです。楽しむように努めるべきです
- Feb 24, 2026
- 2
Butterfly-death
Just let me die already all I do is suffer
- Apr 5, 2024
- 64
SleeplessAndSad
Here, Unfortunately
- Jan 1, 2026
- 92
Happy Birthday!
I don't have much to add, as the previous posters already said most things.
We are kinda family on here, you are not alone.
They call me Death.
My nickname is literally "Death".
- Sep 18, 2020
- 12
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I really hope you'll have a nice day even though you don't feel like celebrating.
darksouls
Illuminated
- May 10, 2025
- 3,571
FoolsExpedition
I Still Don't Know Where Everything Went
- Nov 24, 2018
- 80
same here and feeling pretty lonely so i completely understand how you feel! happy birthday!
enjoytheride
Student
- Jun 29, 2025
- 149
Happy Birthday to you too! May you have a blessed day that reminds you how special and unique you are in this world!
I feel you when you say loneliness... If you are up to it, I would suggest you go out and treat yourself with some fine coffee and good food, just enjoying being here and now.
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- May 20, 2026
- 50
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