It doesn't matter, like anything at all. No one cares, if you die or live people will continue their live, maybe they will think about it one week or two idk, but at the end of the day u are just a number, it doesn't matter what u feel it only matters what u do. Cs when people see u at ur worst like all the time they won't ask, they won't care, but if u ctb, they will start to regret about things they dgaf about it. I really think that sucks, that they only care after the things are done and there are no things to do about it. But what can I do? When I am the same about other people, I don't really care about them, I dont even care about me.
I really hard that I expect that people would do things for me when I wouldn't, I hate that I crave the feeling of being loved, of having friends, or to be happy, to be really happy. I'm really miserable.
I really hard that I expect that people would do things for me when I wouldn't, I hate that I crave the feeling of being loved, of having friends, or to be happy, to be really happy. I'm really miserable.
