Discussion is your sasu account too personal?

[noname223]

I am quite explicit in my posts and I wonder whether anyone I know has read any of my posts. My closest friends know I am no here. 3 people know it. Most of my family cannot speak English. I told it to two therapists that I visit a suicide forum.

Theoretically, the people I know from self-help groups might could identify me. But where I live this forum is not much known. And the people I meet in normal self-help groups usually are not in so much despair that they would visit this forum.

Even if someone found out. I think it would not matter. I will never be able to work. What would the purpose be? I don't care to be honest. And I think noone else does. Everyone has their own personal problems. Especially, if they are a regular lurker on this site.

Of course my account is very personal. As a teenager I told noone how I actually felt. I realized though that talking about my issues can be cathartic. And this coping mechanism is very important to me.

 

[whywere]

I am quite explicit in my posts and I wonder whether anyone I know has read any of my posts. My closest friends know I am no here. 3 people know it. Most of my family cannot speak English. I told it to two therapists that I visit a suicide forum.

Theoretically, the people I know from self-help groups might could identify me. But where I live this forum is not much known. And the people I meet in normal self-help groups usually are not in so much despair that they would visit this forum.

Even if someone found out. I think it would not matter. I will never be able to work. What would the purpose be? I don't care to be honest. And I think noone else does. Everyone has their own personal problems. Especially, if they are a regular lurker on this site.

Of course my account is very personal. As a teenager I told noone how I actually felt. I realized though that talking about my issues can be cathartic. And this coping mechanism is very important to me.

You ARE a wonderfully beautiful spirit!

You are a person who is truly family to me, YES, I love it and you!

Walter

 

[noname223]

You ARE a wonderfully beautiful spirit!

You are a person who is truly family to me, YES, I love it and you!

Walter

Thank you so much Walter!

Sending hugs and love back! :)

 

[leloyon]

You NEVER EVER whine, as we ALL work together towards sun filled days and beautiful landscapes!

I have 24/7 chronic pain and so many mental health issues, HOWEVER, with the love and kindness of folks like YOU, it is all manageable.

Have a wonderful rest of this week and a sunny weekend my good friend.

Walter

Thank you, Walter. You're one of the good people I've met here that I value greatly. It's Saturday now, so I hope your weekend is going good.

 

[snowsilence]

My old one was, it had my username i used on everything so i deleted the account.

 

[Cauliflour]

If someone wanted to cancel me over the personal shit I've written on here, they could easily do so. I'm just waiting for the time...

 

[Unsure and Useless]

I try to anonymize or even outright lie about certain details about my life (specifically minor ones) to throw any potential nosy people off my trail, but for the most part, I do overshare on this forum more than I care to admit. This was especially the case earlier during my time here when I got sciatica and couldn't help but post every single little detail. I find it embarrassing, and I try not to overshare, but it's hard to stop when everyone already knows my most personal secret (that I'm going to CTB eventually)

During reckless (and honestly manic) moments, I've shared that I visit a "suicide forum" with my closest friends, but outside of them, no one outright knows I'm on here—though, if anyone I knew ever were to get on here, they'd definitely be able to trace my account back to IRL me since I'm far too open about my home life both on here and IRL

 

[Goyasan]

Honestly, I would be more surprised if people didn't share or use this site to blog. I mean, it is a forum for the suicidal and mentally-disordered either trying to get help or a sense of acceptance however that may be.

 

[ginko0]

I have yet to make a post here, since I prefer journaling than making online posts, but my username is basically the same everywhere, so any friend of mine would immediately recognize me. I don't worry though, they're unlikely to be here.

Right there with you on postponing my demise. I already have all my notes ready, learned all the knots, but I act as if the "right" day will come and I will just do it nonchalant. Truth is, I haven't reached my breaking point yet, and I wonder if one can really kill himself in a tranquil state of mind.

 

[annasplight]

I think it's getting too personal for me, but it is the only place I can be myself without someone being disgusted by me.

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

Anyone who goes out of their way to expose me is a bigger failure than I am.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I feel more like it's not personal enough. None of my friends from school have even found me. What sort of Dollar Store Facebook is this place even?

 

[burymeinribbons]

omg my tumblr is like this. CRINGE.

 

[Bethlehem]

 

[tooBadTooLate]

It does sometimes feel personal, yeah. I want to make it out in the world without someone going out and asking questions about who I am, why my past is so checkered, so on. The worst thing that I can imagine is being doxxed to the point both my family and friends on the Internet finding out about this, as well as every single thing I have done on the Web. I want to be anonymous, to be myself, God fucking damn it.