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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I am quite explicit in my posts and I wonder whether anyone I know has read any of my posts. My closest friends know I am no here. 3 people know it. Most of my family cannot speak English. I told it to two therapists that I visit a suicide forum.
Theoretically, the people I know from self-help groups might could identify me. But where I live this forum is not much known. And the people I meet in normal self-help groups usually are not in so much despair that they would visit this forum.
Even if someone found out. I think it would not matter. I will never be able to work. What would the purpose be? I don't care to be honest. And I think noone else does. Everyone has their own personal problems. Especially, if they are a regular lurker on this site.
Of course my account is very personal. As a teenager I told noone how I actually felt. I realized though that talking about my issues can be cathartic. And this coping mechanism is very important to me.
Theoretically, the people I know from self-help groups might could identify me. But where I live this forum is not much known. And the people I meet in normal self-help groups usually are not in so much despair that they would visit this forum.
Even if someone found out. I think it would not matter. I will never be able to work. What would the purpose be? I don't care to be honest. And I think noone else does. Everyone has their own personal problems. Especially, if they are a regular lurker on this site.
Of course my account is very personal. As a teenager I told noone how I actually felt. I realized though that talking about my issues can be cathartic. And this coping mechanism is very important to me.