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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I am quite explicit in my posts and I wonder whether anyone I know has read any of my posts. My closest friends know I am no here. 3 people know it. Most of my family cannot speak English. I told it to two therapists that I visit a suicide forum.

Theoretically, the people I know from self-help groups might could identify me. But where I live this forum is not much known. And the people I meet in normal self-help groups usually are not in so much despair that they would visit this forum.

Even if someone found out. I think it would not matter. I will never be able to work. What would the purpose be? I don't care to be honest. And I think noone else does. Everyone has their own personal problems. Especially, if they are a regular lurker on this site.

Of course my account is very personal. As a teenager I told noone how I actually felt. I realized though that talking about my issues can be cathartic. And this coping mechanism is very important to me.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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I am quite explicit in my posts and I wonder whether anyone I know has read any of my posts. My closest friends know I am no here. 3 people know it. Most of my family cannot speak English. I told it to two therapists that I visit a suicide forum.

Theoretically, the people I know from self-help groups might could identify me. But where I live this forum is not much known. And the people I meet in normal self-help groups usually are not in so much despair that they would visit this forum.

Even if someone found out. I think it would not matter. I will never be able to work. What would the purpose be? I don't care to be honest. And I think noone else does. Everyone has their own personal problems. Especially, if they are a regular lurker on this site.

Of course my account is very personal. As a teenager I told noone how I actually felt. I realized though that talking about my issues can be cathartic. And this coping mechanism is very important to me.
You ARE a wonderfully beautiful spirit!

You are a person who is truly family to me, YES, I love it and you!

Walter
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,655
You NEVER EVER whine, as we ALL work together towards sun filled days and beautiful landscapes!

I have 24/7 chronic pain and so many mental health issues, HOWEVER, with the love and kindness of folks like YOU, it is all manageable.

Have a wonderful rest of this week and a sunny weekend my good friend.

Walter
Thank you, Walter. You're one of the good people I've met here that I value greatly. It's Saturday now, so I hope your weekend is going good.
 
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snowsilence

snowsilence

Member
Dec 7, 2025
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My old one was, it had my username i used on everything so i deleted the account.
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
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If someone wanted to cancel me over the personal shit I've written on here, they could easily do so. I'm just waiting for the time... Issuesa
 

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