I've exhausted all options and would rather die than keep suffering mentally or wander the streets with nothing.
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divinemistress87
Angelic
- Jan 1, 2024
- 4,919
Check out the megathreads index. There are plenty of methods in there.
Sorry you are here. Good luck whatever you decide to do.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,200
I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, I understand that it's so dreadful and torturous suffering in this cruel existence. I also just wish to peacefully cease existing, being able to die painlessly would be such a relief for me, I wish that suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to fall asleep permanently.
davidtorez
Warlock
- Mar 8, 2024
- 772
I hope you find peace soon . Keep chatting to me whenever you like. We all understand misery and pain here. Most of us wouldn't be here if we really had the choice
ijustwishtodie
I have finally found my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,795
The most painless method that some of us can realistically access is nembutal but we'd have to travel to mexico for that if I remember correctly. Aside from that method, no other suicide methods are quick and painless completely though of course there are better methods and worse methods. One of the better methods would be SN which you can find more information about on this site
I've got my Nembutal for next month. I feel so lucky to have had access to it, as it's very peaceful. Otherwise, I would have opted for hanging as I don't have access to guns. I've heard hanging can be peaceful but it's very tricky to get it right, but if you get it right, it's peaceful.Thank you all. Just hanging on by a thread with no hope or help. Wish beyond all wishes, I could just pass in my sleep. I know the chances of that are next to none.
Coconut blue
Student
- May 13, 2024
- 161
cardiac arrest in sleep in ppl with heart issues, i guess. you can't "give" yourself one tho. these cases always happen without expectation
You lucky lucky bastard. If I don't get my sn I think hanging or vehicular based for memy brain is going to the most absurd ways to end it all, rather than being on the street soon. I have no money and no realistic way to end it all. Desperate as ever to simply die. My pain is far to great to fight this losing battle. I simply have to die as I have nothing left and my OCD is beyond help after thirrt plus years of fighting and being treatment resistant, I am now days away from being homeless.
I've thought of hanging as well but I have no rope and it's true it is very tricky from what ive read. At this point i will take whatever method will work quickly as my time.is running short.
true, my stress level is to the point where infeel my heart will give out. At 51, with no major heart issues, that's sad. I just sit in the dark crying knowing my time is coming very soon.
true, my stress level is to the point where infeel my heart will give out. At 51, with no major heart issues, that's sad. I just sit in the dark crying knowing my time is coming very soon.
yes, I have no access to a gun, but that's the best and most reliable method I can think of. One way or the other im going to end it all, it's just trying to do so quickly and painlessly is the way anyone would want to go.Last edited:Similar threads
