@Minudah
This is the problem. You either show it publically which therefore proves it was successful but it isn't appropriate. Of course you can research it for yourself but not everyone does and then false statements about sodium nitrite are made and increased confusion. It's unfortunate really because mixed messages are being received about this method.
Yeah I think she got accused of being a scammer too. The accusations were really getting out of hand.
Well that's kind of what I wanted support during,
Why do you think some of us are here?
Well you could try to find one person to private message with. Or you could post here but just know that if you say anything unusual there may be some people that won't be nice about it. Sorry that's not very helpful. Just my take on it.
it is helpful info. I find ii hard to get support from one on one setting because as you get to know ppl you don't want to see them ctb.
I think you misunderstood my point. I know that this isn't a pro-life support group and I understand that this is a website for those looking to end their own lives. I originally found it when trying to kill myself. I understand why some people want to kill themselves and I believe that this is a decision that everyone has a right to make. My point was just that even if it's better for these people to find peace, it's still a bit sad.
That word you used, meh, just made me think of my brother that ctb by intentional OD almost 6 months ago......I miss him more than words can express. This was the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back for me and made me get serious about ctb myself. I hope to see him very soon.
I know several users who have left the forum because of the emotional conflicts/trauma they have experienced from having become close to people here eventually ctb. This is part of why I'm now limiting my time here on the forum after being very heavily involved a few months ago. Losing BurningLights definitely rattled me me. I've lost 14 (?) IRL friends and family to suicide, and BurningLights still hit me harder than any of them. Eden2k was difficult for me, too. A couple people here I still PM with are on their way to the bus stop, which is saddening --and I know if my recovery fails and I ctb, it'll be difficult for them in turn.
Here's the link to the confirmation of @Minudah it's a pdf posted by the synagogue she attended. If people want to know what happened to others it's not too difficult to put the pieces together from their posts.
The member who instigated that wild proposition is no longer a member of the site and asked to have all trace of their activity here removed.
I don't know where this doubt regarding the effectiveness of SN sprung from, SN is essentially toxic to humans at the correct dose. From the original list I posted earlier, four were with SN.
sorry if im dumb but you mean you think SN is 100% effective right?
Yeah i was a little confused abou that.
why do you have it mixed already?
