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suicidalcatlady

suicidalcatlady

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May 7, 2023
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I just need peace so badly. I've had suicidal thoughts 24/7 since 2019 and I want the torture to end. I don't want another botched suicide method, which happened last time I tried to OD. The botching caused me to have a very long standing nerve injury which affects my walking severely. It would genuinely be a good deed (in my eyes) to help me finally have peace.
 
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beforeistoolate

beforeistoolate

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May 13, 2023
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May I ask what method of OD did you try?
 
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