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Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
Maybe I'll take a shower and wear my favourite shirt. I'm just worried they'll tear it apart if/when I'm brought to the hospital… Though I'll be dead by then.
 
sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
yeah i'm going to do my hair, put on makeup, try to dress fairly nice.. but i don't know why because they're gonna ruin all that when they prepare my body for burial...
 
elfgyoza

elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326
I showered, shaved legs/arms etc. before my last proper attempt and just wore comfortable clothes. I'm not gonna make any special effort, I'd rather just feel clean and relaxed.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Impossible, but I will at least be clean. Won't matter much if I end up decomposing before anyone finds me.
 
UberYeets

UberYeets

Humans are mercenaries by nature, loyal by will.
Apr 7, 2020
44
I'm rapidly dropping bodyfat and building muscle for the big sendoff.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
I've thought about losing weight and trying to look really good, but I'm a stress eater, so that's not gonna happen. My corpse will look like shit anyway, and there'll probably be vomit around me. Might as well just go with it.
 
virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
316
I have thought about this. And I know I at least want to go somewhat presentable, even though I know it won't be pretty. I'll shower, shave, brush my teeth. And I have this comfortable long pink dress that I just keep referring to as my "suicide dress."

In my diary I have written down the makeup I want (it's not much because I never really wore a ton of it) just lipstick really and the dress I want to be buried in, as well as the music that I'd like to be played, and plants. These are just some things that were important to me in life at some point, and I want my send off to be fitting.
 
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