Help in need of method or smth idk

[mmmattisss]

i want to take my life tonight. but i can't hang myself because i dont really have anything to hang on without it alerting the cameras outside. and i really dont know what medicines i could take to get it over with bc i want to make sure with 100% certainty i do not wake up from this. im unsure if i have any razors. in all honesty right now, im in a state of mind where i have put much thought into this and i just want it over with. if i wait til tomorrow i could have a gun but i dont have time to wait, in fear i will chicken out

 

[U. A.]

Non-thought out attempts fail almost every time.

 

[sourcherry]

it sounds like you havent thought this out if you don't know what to do. i would wait and plan properly.
its gonna be much worse if you end up failing.

 

[Dingusguy]

It may sound harsh but the previous two answers are right, you should think it out first, rash quick decisions often end in failure. Wait until you're sure and have settled on method

 

[mmmattisss]

Non-thought out attempts fail almost every time.

yea i know ive sat and started doing research

it sounds like you havent thought this out if you don't know what to do. i would wait and plan properly.
its gonna be much worse if you end up failing.

true

It may sound harsh but the previous two answers are right, you should think it out first, rash quick decisions often end in failure. Wait until you're sure and have settled on method

i have 5,525 mg of ferrous sulfate, 500 mg of gabapentin, a jump rope, a doorknob and hopes and dreams ngl. i doubt any of that is extremely lethal lol