I’m taking small doses of SN. Ask about anything

[Wannabehappy]

Before You ask why:

-I want to know what I can expect
-I give a fuck If I'm gonna die. All my affairs are closed, I can play in any way I want for the last few days.

 

[EndlessDespair]

I don't recommend doing that, but hope everything goes as planned for you.

 

[Wannabehappy]

I know, maybe in a few hours there will be only posts, and I'll be fucking surprised.

 

[littlelady774]

Are you going to report what you feel? There's been a lot of confusion lately to whether SN is painful or not. If you feel too bad, please call an ambulance

 

[Wannabehappy]

yes, I started a thread to be a little guinea pig. It's stupid, but there's really nothing to keep me here any longer, lethal dose is a matter of days for me, so what difference does it make when it happens. The effects are after a few minutes, I took about 3 grams. There was no post or anything like that.


my comments:
-slight disorientation, trouble concentrating.
-No pain of any kind.
-Tightness of the chest.
-I feel like I'm lacking oxygen, but I'm breathing calmly.
-My heart beats faster, I can hear the blood flowing in my ears
-Pretty sleppy

Edit:
Oh, and it doesn't taste that bad. Although it's an individual thing

Edit 2:
if anyone needs evidence that I actually took SN, I can send any photo, video, etc. I would like this to be taken completely seriously, if such behavior can be called serious.

Are you going to report what you feel? There's been a lot of confusion lately to whether SN is painful or not. If you feel too bad, please call an ambulance

 

[littlelady774]

yes, I started a thread to be a little guinea pig. It's stupid, but there's really nothing to keep me here any longer, lethal dose is a matter of days for me, so what difference does it make when it happens. The effects are after a few minutes, I took about 3 grams. There was no post or anything like that.


my comments:
-slight disorientation, trouble concentrating.
-No pain of any kind.
-Tightness of the chest.
-I feel like I'm lacking oxygen, but I'm breathing calmly.
-My heart beats faster, I can hear the blood flowing in my ears
-Pretty sleppy

Edit:
Oh, and it doesn't taste that bad. Although it's an individual thing

If you're not ready to ctb, please call an ambulance

 

[Wannabehappy]

If you're not ready to ctb, please call an ambulance

Dont worry, I'm ready

 

[rejected]

Have you taken any other meds with it?

 

[Wannabehappy]

No, nothing

 

[lofistos345]

there is a dosage where it's irreversible the effects of SN right? you might reach it with 5 to 10 grams according to sources here.
i guess that's why they recomend a beta blocker for the heart

 

[Wannabehappy]

yes, I think that with a higher dose, the effects may start to cause discomfort. I think the instructions in several guides are 100% correct, and if someone wants to quit minimizing any unpleasant effects, they must follow them.

 

[spixs_macaw]

How are you doing right now?

 

[swanlife]

Hope you're not suffering however it ends

 

[Wannabehappy]

Tired as fuck. It's gonna be okay, that was not a deadly dose. Now I know what I can expect next time.

 

[Mofreeko]

I would highly recommend for people to not do this. 3 grams can kill you, but you will probably be awake for a lot longer than if you follow protocol. @icetea15 took two grams and would have died if not for medical intervention. You can read about it here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/

Tired as fuck. It's gonna be okay, that was not a deadly dose. Now I know what I can expect next time.

Sorry man but I don't think you can know that for certain right now. @icetea15 trended towards death for several hours until he was given the antidote in hospital. There is no way you can know if you're fine or not at this stage.

 

[Wannabehappy]

good that you send it to me. small update. I feel fine as long as I don't try to get up. When I get up I start to run out of oxygen, other than that I don't notice any other side effects. Yes, I definitely feel now that even this dose can kill. If it's the last day, it feels good. I considered that it might end up like this, and no, I'm not going to call for help. If not today, I will do the same with a much higher dose in a few days, as I had previously planned. Don't worry, that's what I wanted

 

[Mofreeko]

good that you send it to me. small update. I feel fine as long as I don't try to get up. When I get up I start to run out of oxygen, other than that I don't notice any other side effects. Yes, I definitely feel now that even this dose can kill. If it's the last day, it feels good. I considered that it might end up like this, and no, I'm not going to call for help. If not today, I will do the same with a much higher dose in a few days, as I had previously planned. Don't worry, that's what I wanted

No cyanosis? Blue fingertips or lips?

 

[AliceTheGoon]

I took about 3 grams.

In how much water?

 

[Wannabehappy]

Lips changed color slightly, nails not at all or minimally. There was a minimal headache, it does not cause discomfort.

In how much water?

I did not dissolve in water, but in whiskey with cola. As I mentioned, I didn't follow the guides at all. I have not fasted, although I have eaten very little since yesterday

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Did you take any antiemetics, pain meds?

 

[Wannabehappy]

No, really nothing.

 

[wantittoendsoon]

OK man, glad you seem to be making it, we are all here if you need to talk or text don't hesitate

 

[Wannabehappy]

It doesn't matter how it ends. I'm glad that it may end when I browse this forum. Even though I've only been here for a short time, I got more understanding than ever in real life.

 

[wantittoendsoon]

glad we could provide a little contentment for you, keep us posted.

 

[swanlife]

how are you feeling? still tired?

 

[Wannabehappy]

Yes. but it stopped bothering me. I tried to light a cigarette, I thought it was going to kill me (omg) I feel a very slight pain all over my lungs. I'm distracted, I'm just sitting on my phone and I'm trying to use probably 5 different applications, and every now and then I forget why I turned it on. I think it's the dehydration effect

 

[swanlife]

what can we wish for you? that you fall asleep now peacefully?
anything you want to talk about? i'm there for you

 

[Wannabehappy]

I may not be able to reply to your message. there is pain in the abdominal area, uncomfortable. There are moments when I don't know what's going on, like a short blackouts. Wish me luck guys. If I will wake up tomorrow, I'm gonna let You all know

 

[spixs_macaw]

I may not be able to reply to your message. there is pain in the abdominal area, uncomfortable. There are moments when I don't know what's going on, like a short blackouts. Wish me luck guys. If I will wake up tomorrow, I'm gonna let You all know

Please do so! I really hope you're not going through much pain the upcoming hours. Whatever happens I hope you won't suffer.

 

[Mofreeko]

So sometimes we say 2-3 grams will kill with no protocol but other times we say definitely not. I guess there is no consensus on this on the site right?

Well if you google it the fatal dose for SN for a normal sized male is around 4 grams and @icetea15 literally proved that 2 can kill you. Will it kill absolutely everyone on the planet? Probably not, but it's still worth mentioning the danger.