I’m gonna poison myself

[iblamethemfr]

okay so as i said I'm gonna poison myself, maybe it's a non method or not, but i have no other choice i tried to get SN but i can't there's a really a great ban of it where i live cause there was a lot of cases so it's almost impossible to get also my dad is an expert about it and if he saw it he won't be quite about it and i don't want for my plan to be ruined

Okay so i'll do cyanide poisoning, it's reliable i searched and i found that multiple people died because of it, they even mentioned the doses so I'm doing that, i can't do hanging or SN so it's my up to go i wish there was an easier way

I'm not 100% sure, i'm still searching

 

[moon_]

Where would you get cyanide?

 

[iblamethemfr]

Where would you get cyanide?

i was planning on getting cyanide but instead i'm gonna look for something that gonna cause the poisoning so it can produce cyanide

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

One way to get cyanide is to produce it in the body. Cracking open morello cherry stones or apricot stones enables the seeds (kernels) to be extracted. When thoroughly chewed, the amygdalin in the kernels reacts with enzymes in the saliva, and later in the gut, to produce hydrogen cyanide (HCN) and benzaldehyde, recognizable by its almond-like flavour. Morello cherries are effective with apparently thorough chewing of 9-10 kernels producing suffient HCN for fatality. Apricot kernels require chewing 20-30 kernels. Black and red cherry kernels are relatively ineffective, as 100 or so kernels need to be chewed. And this technique only works if chewing the kernels in one or more goes, so the body cannot then metabolize the HCN created into other substances fast enough, leaving the HCN to poison with a fatal result.

I can't imagine an easier way to get poisoned by cyanide.

 

[eggsausagerice]

i've never seen someone succeed with cyanide poisoning. maybe because the body naturally vomits or people back out, or both. i've always been morbidly curious about it. i think that it'd be better to extract cyanide from cherries or apricots directly instead of eat them so that you can get more concentrated cyanide. i've thought about buying a bag of turkish bitter apricots on amazon and trying to eat them or blend them but i seriously don't think it would kill someone. it would be more popular if it was that easy.

 

[Forveleth]

Morello cherries are effective with apparently thorough chewing of 9-10 kernels producing suffient HCN for fatality. Apricot kernels require chewing 20-30 kernels. Black and red cherry kernels are relatively ineffective, as 100 or so kernels need to be chewed.

The problem with plant-based methods is that one never knows how much chemical is actually in the plants. One set of cherries may kill you in 5 pits while another set takes 50. It depends on the location they were grown, season, weather, and individual plant genetics.

This can be done, but it is often not as simple as "eat 10 seeds and die". Just a word of caution.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

The problem with plant-based methods is that one never knows how much chemical is actually in the plants. One set of cherries may kill you in 5 pits while another set takes 50. It depends on the location they were grown, season, weather, and individual plant genetics.

This can be done, but it is often not as simple as "eat 10 seeds and die". Just a word of caution.

Thank you for that important advice. So I should consume as many as I can, as quickly as possible, just to be sure. A bit more preparation, but worth it if it means certainty of successful CTB.

 

[iblamethemfr]

One way to get cyanide is to produce it in the body. Cracking open morello cherry stones or apricot stones enables the seeds (kernels) to be extracted. When thoroughly chewed, the amygdalin in the kernels reacts with enzymes in the saliva, and later in the gut, to produce hydrogen cyanide (HCN) and benzaldehyde, recognizable by its almond-like flavour. Morello cherries are effective with apparently thorough chewing of 9-10 kernels producing suffient HCN for fatality. Apricot kernels require chewing 20-30 kernels. Black and red cherry kernels are relatively ineffective, as 100 or so kernels need to be chewed. And this technique only works if chewing the kernels in one or more goes, so the body cannot then metabolize the HCN created into other substances fast enough, leaving the HCN to poison with a fatal result.

I can't imagine an easier way to get poisoned by cyanide.

Yeah i heard about the method you mentioned but i actually was thinking about getting an amygdalin B17, since the minimum lethal dose of cyanide for an adult is only 50 mg. Pure 98% amygdalin powder converts into cyanide inside the stomach at a 6% rate. This means that if you buy a 100 gram bag, it takes only 0.85 grams of that powder to release a fatal 50 mg dose of cyanide.
I'd like to ask what are your thoughts about it?

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

i've never seen someone succeed with cyanide poisoning. maybe because the body naturally vomits or people back out, or both. i've always been morbidly curious about it. i think that it'd be better to extract cyanide from cherries or apricots directly instead of eat them so that you can get more concentrated cyanide. i've thought about buying a bag of turkish bitter apricots on amazon and trying to eat them or blend them but i seriously don't think it would kill someone. it would be more popular if it was that easy.

Remember, it's the kernels (seeds) extracted from the bitter apricots that you need to chew, and thoroughly, just eating the apricots does not achieve production of hydrogen cyanide in the body.

Yeah i heard about the method you mentioned but i actually was thinking about getting an amygdalin B17, since the minimum lethal dose of cyanide for an adult is only 50 mg. Pure 98% amygdalin powder converts into cyanide inside the stomach at a 6% rate. This means that if you buy a 100 gram bag, it takes only 0.85 grams of that powder to release a fatal 50 mg dose of cyanide.
I'd like to ask what are your thoughts about it?

It sounds feasible and I believe Vitamin B17 is freely available (still) as an artificial form of amygdalin, also called laetrile. Its cyanide development effect in the small intestine can apparently be boosted by eating raw almonds or crushed fruit pits, taking high doses of vitamin C and eating certain fruits or vegetables, such as bean sprouts, carrots, peaches, celery and flax seeds.

Confirmation of amygdalin cyanide toxicity:

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She took 3 tablets of 500mg Amygdalin. 45 minutes later, she developed altered mental status, along with diaphoresis, tachycardia, vomiting, dizziness, and crampy abdominal pain. In the emergency department, the patient was noted to be confused, making incomprehensible sounds.and had pale, cool, and red skin discoloration. An hour into her ED stay, her blood pressure decreased to 61. …. A minimum lethal dose of cyanide is approximately at 50 mg or 0.5 mg/kg body weight. …. This patient ingested 1500 mg of amygdalin (vitamin B17) as prescribed, which contains approximately 90 mg of cyanide. This amount is about 1.8 times higher than the minimum lethal dose of 50 mg of cyanide. Consequently, she presented with multiorgan failure including encephalopathy, lactic acidosis, and shock.

 

[iblamethemfr]

It sounds feasible and I believe Vitamin B17 is freely available (still) as an artificial form of amygdalin, also called laetrile. Its cyanide development effect in the small intestine can apparently be boosted by eating raw almonds or crushed fruit pits, taking high doses of vitamin C and eating certain fruits or vegetables, such as bean sprouts, carrots, peaches, celery and flax seeds.

That's why I'm planning on buying vitamin B17 instead of chewing on seeds cause i'm not sure if the seeds gonna be enough to kill, i'm still searching about the cyanide poisoning cause the deeper i read the more i realised it's not easy, they said it may take some time to kill also the panic and of course it won't be painless nor peaceful