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Sheisgoneee

Sheisgoneee

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Dec 19, 2025
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Today, I decided to give up on Ctb. I had planned to do it on January 1st, but I can't do this to my mom or the people around me. I keep saying that I want to feel better but I can't get better if all i do is look for ways to ctb without even trying to get completely better first. So for these next few months i will ban any ctb search, and focus on school, and my well being. Hopefully I get better and never look back.I want to feel happy, feel hope, reconnect with myself and learn to know myself more. I want to bring out the best I can in me. I want to have dreams and see myself as God sees me. I am giving myself one last chance to become the best version of myself. No more letting my emotions get in the way of my will to live.
 
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