Story I'll try to heal: one way or another.

[LonelyPrince]

I'm going to stop using this site for now, it isn't good for my mental health.

I've realized that I truly don't want to die and that I'm setting the foundations for a better life. It's going to take a long time and I might relapse and come back...but I'll try.

My psychiatrist gave me hope and made me realize that I shouldn't blame myself for everything and that I am trying despite my mental illness.

I've also quit my job: it wasn't worth the money and it was destroying me from the inside out. Work has caused me to overdose twice, cry nonstop and drink profusely.
I'm in no condition to work and I should focus on my studies instead, so that one day I can have a job that aligns with my passion.

I need some time.
I'll probably end up cutting again one day or drinking to numb myself, but I guess that's part of the healing process.

Until next time sasu. Thank you for making me feel less lonely in the worst times of my life.

 

[Matchaaa]

I'm glad to hear you're setting the foundations for a better life, and I hope you can find joy/pleasure and happiness in life and gradually recover. Take care <3

 

[Aknu132]

I'm going to stop using this site for now, it isn't good for my mental health.

I've realized that I truly don't want to die and that I'm setting the foundations for a better life. It's going to take a long time and I might relapse and come back...but I'll try.

My psychiatrist gave me hope and made me realize that I shouldn't blame myself for everything and that I am trying despite my mental illness.

I've also quit my job: it wasn't worth the money and it was destroying me from the inside out. Work has caused me to overdose twice, cry nonstop and drink profusely.
I'm in no condition to work and I should focus on my studies instead, so that one day I can have a job that aligns with my passion.

I need some time.
I'll probably end up cutting again one day or drinking to numb myself, but I guess that's part of the healing process.

Until next time sasu. Thank you for making me feel less lonely in the worst times of my life.

hope you get better <3

 

[MapleS]

Proud of you <333

 

[pusheen]

I'm so happy good luck for you!

 

[LonelyPrince]

I'm glad to hear you're setting the foundations for a better life, and I hope you can find joy/pleasure and happiness in life and gradually recover. Take care <3

Thank you, you too. if u ever wanna switch to the NA/EU server in idv hit me up so we can play lol. Or maybe I'll create an alt in the asian server in the future instead, who knows

 

[iCryInMySecretSpot]

I'm going to stop using this site for now, it isn't good for my mental health.

is there a way to temporarily deactivate your account? i want to do the same, but want to be able to come back without starting over

 

[Matchaaa]

Thank you, you too. if u ever wanna switch to the NA/EU server in idv hit me up so we can play lol. Or maybe I'll create an alt in the asian server in the future instead, who knows

I'd love to play with you. but when I tried the NA/EU version before, the lag was terrible lol

 

[LonelyPrince]

is there a way to temporarily deactivate your account? i want to do the same, but want to be able to come back without starting over

I think there is but idk

I'd love to play with you. but when I tried the NA/EU version before, the lag was terrible lol

I immagine it's gonna be the same for me if I try the other server TOT I'll still give it a shot