I’m suffering major depression

[SadCryingBunny]

I am suffering a lot of depression and I just want to die. My parents don't care. I have a lot of cuts in my arm and severe hair loss that's the prime cause of my depression. I'm living on Centrelink disability job seeker and unable to work. I'm 27, been like this since my early 20s. I'm wanting to end it by breathing nitrogen through a bag over my head. I've tried breathing nitrogen through a scuba mask and after a minute of breathing my head felt like it was going to explode so I couldn't continue.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to be gone as well, I just want to be free from this torturous existence, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

I am suffering a lot of depression and I just want to die. My parents don't care. I have a lot of cuts in my arm and severe hair loss that's the prime cause of my depression. I'm living on Centrelink disability job seeker and unable to work. I'm 27, been like this since my early 20s. I'm wanting to end it by breathing nitrogen through a bag over my head. I've tried breathing nitrogen through a scuba mask and after a minute of breathing my head felt like it was going to explode so I couldn't continue.

I'm so sorry. My parents don't care much about my depression either, they say they care but then do shit that keeps me this way. I've also been unable to work but it's just because the job market in my country is shit, so that's not the same but I hope it makes you feel less alone! Are you able to get professional help? Not saying you have to or that it's guaranteed to work but just wondering, I think you should try that before ending it all. There is so much treatment out there for MDD. That's why I'm trying this year, but it's difficult.