Help I’m stuck

[moonlight2.0]

I cant decide on SN or full suspension and i also as I have mentioned in my other posts I really wanna write smth to people I want to know why I did what I did such as my partner she is a lovely person but she dosent know I don't know how long I'll be here for I want to get things in order it's just the method side of things I'm stuck about because for me it's in between them two and I also live in a band country so I'm not even sure how I'll get SN

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.