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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,482
I see them all the time on Instagram:

people on the roof of very tall buildings doing acrobatics, hanging by one hand, climbing buildings with their bare hands...

It makes me so jealous, since I can't even find a place to jump... they have the opportunity and I don't.
 
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Lapdog6795

Member
Mar 24, 2025
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Life is not fair.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
283
I have access to a 20+ story building. But everytime i'm on the edge about to drop, my SI will kick in and the fact that there will be that 3-4 second of pure terror from falling down, I just couldn't do it. Luckily i also have access to SN just in case i have to ctb someday
 
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Front Back

Experienced
Apr 27, 2026
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I see them all the time on Instagram:

people on the roof of very tall buildings doing acrobatics, hanging by one hand, climbing buildings with their bare hands...

It makes me so jealous, since I can't even find a place to jump... they have the opportunity and I don't.
Well it's easier to gain access to building if you don't look like you trying to jump, good luck tho
 
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endboss

Student
Apr 8, 2026
182
I see them all the time on Instagram:

people on the roof of very tall buildings doing acrobatics, hanging by one hand, climbing buildings with their bare hands...

It makes me so jealous, since I can't even find a place to jump... they have the opportunity and I don't.
I am also jealous of these roofers, but mostly because they are so healthy and fearless:)
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,482
Do you have self-service access? What country are you in? Is the ground hard? Is there anything to slow the fall?
@tooafraidtodiez
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,482
I'm so jealous of those people acting like idiots who have access to such great heights.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,482
I see lot of this vidéos in instagram and always jealous
 
Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
507
United States Travel GIF by PBS Digital Studios

Grand Canyon Hawaii GIF by Maverick Helicopters
 
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