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Zamasu999

Zamasu999

Member
Jun 1, 2026
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Hi, i'm really sorry to bother but i need help ctb urgently i must do so before august i can't explain why would be too long. im still a little new to this. Of course i wouldn't just ask if i hadn't tried to find any method but unfortunately i don't have much time and i can't get my hands on anything wether it's alcohol, drugs, kn, sn, helium, N, these are all impossible for me to get in my country. What i do have are painkillers called "lamaline" (Paracetamol 300 mg – Opium powder 10 mg – Caffeine 30 mg) i tried to od by taking 16 at once but just ended up sick for a day and vomiting like crazy. I also have 7 pills of a zolpidem called stilnox, each pill contains 10mg of zolpidem tartrate. I know it's really weird of me and i don't excpect an answer but pls i need help urgently i can't keep on living and im way too scared to jump off the roof of a building and i can't hang myself cuz my parents are too scared of me trying to end my life so they won't let me get a rope and really watch my every move. Again really sorry to bother but i really need your help any advice is good Thanks in advance.
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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I'm sorry to inform you, all the methods you said you cannot do are the ones that actually work. You have eliminated all of the real potential methods. There is no easy way.
 
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People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
497
Hi, i'm really sorry to bother but i need help ctb urgently i must do so before august i can't explain why would be too long. im still a little new to this. Of course i wouldn't just ask if i hadn't tried to find any method but unfortunately i don't have much time and i can't get my hands on anything wether it's alcohol, drugs, kn, sn, helium, N, these are all impossible for me to get in my country. What i do have are painkillers called "lamaline" (Paracetamol 300 mg – Opium powder 10 mg – Caffeine 30 mg) i tried to od by taking 16 at once but just ended up sick for a day and vomiting like crazy. I also have 7 pills of a zolpidem called stilnox, each pill contains 10mg of zolpidem tartrate. I know it's really weird of me and i don't excpect an answer but pls i need help urgently i can't keep on living and im way too scared to jump off the roof of a building and i can't hang myself cuz my parents are too scared of me trying to end my life so they won't let me get a rope and really watch my every move. Again really sorry to bother but i really need your help any advice is good Thanks in advance.
 
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