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StreetSweeper

StreetSweeper

People are strange when you're a stranger
Oct 18, 2022
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do you still want to die when you are sober?
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
That's not my place ( or anyone's ) to tell you to off yourself. Your body, your choice. Lately I've been getting drunk and high af,. But it helps me to forget (mostly) about suicide thankfully.

Sorry you have come to this point. Thoughts and prayers to you -
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
Since you are uncertain I would wait- this is such a big decision that you need to be clear-minded and sure this is what you want to do. It is best to explore options for recovery and to be sure of this decision over a period of time. Also, if you have family and friends who care it is worth it to think about whether they can help, and to reach out to them if you think they could possibly help.
 
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Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
Did you feel like you wanted to take your own life before you got drunk? Also another thing to consider is what method you want to use to take your own life. I'd be careful trying to do certain methods while drunk. Impaired senses could cause you to fail your method and you'll likely end up in a worse position.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Should I?
People who are sober usually do better in all things. How well do you think you could drive while staggering drunk? Same with ctb. I
 
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eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
are you asking random strangers what they believe you should do with your life and death?

You should go to sleep and wake up sobering up.
 
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cemetorium

cemetorium

Member
Oct 26, 2020
87
Better to make such a big decision when you're sober.
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
172
Don't fancy your chances at being successful trying to ctb while drunk. You really don't want something going horribly wrong & ending up in a much worse position.
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
Sober imo, I drank often these recent years and I NEVER said to myself, damn glad I did that when I was shitfaced rather than thinking Abt it.
Also I quit drinking some days ago to prepare my own ctb. I'm enough of a fool sober, and that isn't how I rather be remembered.
 
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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
I know i want to commit suicide. I just wanted to know if its easier when youre drunk
 
gomenasai

gomenasai

Student
Sep 30, 2022
168
It may be easier to attempt ctb while drunk, but chances of something going terribly wrong are much higher because you can't think clearly right now. I'm sorry life brought you to this point. There will be time to contemplate such things when you're sober. I wish you well 🤗
 
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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
It may be easier to attempt ctb while drunk, but chances of something going terribly wrong are much higher because you can't think clearly right now. I'm sorry life brought you to this point. There will be time to contemplate such things when you're sober. I wish you well 🤗
Ha, i actually wrote this post half a month ago and i was already drunk again today lol. Thanks for answering
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
don't do ctb on impulse
 
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Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
don't do ctb on impulse
If i do attempt ctb i always do it on impulse. I dont plan these things ahead. I always want to die but if i am actively want to commit suicide i always do it on impulse, the thing is that i should have something on hand that works fast.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
Probably the only suicide method I can see being incredibly difficult to mess up while drunk is jumping. Just make sure wherever you plan on jumping from is definitely high enough to end your life. I'd only do it if it was at least 100+ metres (or 330 feet).

I haven't gotten very drunk that many times, so I have no idea how it affects your judgment on measuring height.

When I originally planned on jumping I also planned on getting drunk beforehand if in case SI kicks in. In the end I never went through with either, so I can't really recommend this method.
 

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