Help i'm probably going to kill myself tonight

[assisted]

i'm reading about how to hang yourself
i need to find a place where i won't be found
i've attempted suicide multiple times before
i can't afford to fail again
i'm panicking

 

[halleyscomet]

I'm so sorry you've suffered so much to get to this point. I understand the desperation, it's a horrible feeling isn't it? However, be careful. I don't want you to do something impulsively, impulsive attempts in my experience never work - they result in a lot more trauma and damage to the body. I would be very cautious to ensure that you are fully prepared so you don't cause more suffering to yourself, I imagine you've already been through enough.

Whatever happens, I hope you find the peace you're searching for. Feel free to reach to me out if you need to.

 

[fleetingnight]

I agree with halleyscomet. I know it's hard to think about waiting, and it's not your fault if you aren't able to, but trying to plan last minute is dangerous, you could fail and get hurt. If you can manage to, I think it's best to take a few days and get a plan set up, we'll all be here to help and support you the best we can. I'm so sorry that you're in so much pain right now

 

[assisted]

I'm so sorry you've suffered so much to get to this point. I understand the desperation, it's a horrible feeling isn't it? However, be careful. I don't want you to do something impulsively, impulsive attempts in my experience never work - they result in a lot more trauma and damage to the body. I would be very cautious to ensure that you are fully prepared so you don't cause more suffering to yourself, I imagine you've already been through enough.

Whatever happens, I hope you find the peace you're searching for. Feel free to reach to me out if you need to.

i have too much brain damage to carefully plan anything anymore. i feel like i will only be able to do it if i do it impulsively, and when i am feeling particularly violent

I agree with halleyscomet. I know it's hard to think about waiting, and it's not your fault if you aren't able to, but trying to plan last minute is dangerous, you could fail and get hurt. If you can manage to, I think it's best to take a few days and get a plan set up, we'll all be here to help and support you the best we can. I'm so sorry that you're in so much pain right now

i'm not sure if a few days is enough for me to be fully prepared and i don't want to stick around for longer, i'm already unintentionally starving to death and i want to die with some level of dignity, and control, which won't happen if i accidentally die

 

[angel31]

i'm not sure if a few days is enough for me to be fully prepared and i don't want to stick around for longer, i'm already unintentionally starving to death and i want to die with some level of dignity, and control, which won't happen if i accidentally die

Even if u wont be fully prepared it is better then no preparation at all… your risking a lot by not taking these days so i would really recommend taking at least a few days

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Panicking won't increase the success. R u still with us?

I'm sorry you'rein so much pain and desperation rn.

 

[iloverachel]

We are here for you friend

 

[assisted]

Even if u wont be fully prepared it is better then no preparation at all… your risking a lot by not taking these days so i would really recommend taking at least a few days

i don't have enough brain cells left to prepare, my best bet is trying to be as violent as possible

Panicking won't increase the success. R u still with us?

I'm sorry you'rein so much pain and desperation rn.

i know. i'm trying not to panic. it's hard. i really want to succeed. i'm here, but i wasn't receiving notifications. i didn't know anyone had responded. it was glitching, i guess

We are here for you friend

i could use a hug

 

[angel31]

i could use a hug

i don't have enough brain cells left to prepare, my best bet is trying to be as violent as possible

Im sorry your going through this bb but this sadly an extremely dangerous "plan" and could end really badly

 

[assisted]

thank you

Im sorry your going through this bb but this sadly an extremely dangerous "plan" and could end really badly

i know. i can't risk another failed attempt

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.

 

[Dark Window]

Make sure you're absolutely sure what you want and that you've thought it through.