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Jul 6, 2023
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lately, everything has felt pointless to me. i have felt like an embarrassment to myself and my family in these past few weeks. i've let who i once was go, and have fallen into a deep depression. i don't want to be here anymore. everything is somehow my fault, and i know i don't belong here anymore. i don't know what to do. i feel like this is my only option
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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I know how it feels to be pointless, I just graduated from high school, I miss being able to work, it kept my mind off things. Now what, I just rot in my room, I'm a stain to my family.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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Welcome to the forum. So sorry this dreadful world has brought you here.
If you have fallen into a deep depression it's not your fault.
The pressures of life are often incredibly difficult to deal with and just grind us down to varying degrees.
Depression and suicide are at an all time high and climbing.
Depression and suicide are a natural reaction to a very unatural
society.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
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lately, everything has felt pointless to me. i have felt like an embarrassment to myself and my family in these past few weeks. i've let who i once was go, and have fallen into a deep depression. i don't want to be here anymore. everything is somehow my fault, and i know i don't belong here anymore. i don't know what to do. i feel like this is my only option
i can sympathise with you on this. i often wonder what i'm even doing here anymore?¿

im sorry that you feel this way too - it can be very confusing and upsetting. wishing you the best and welcome to the forum <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be awful suffering like that, I find it dreadful how existing here can very easily get much worse, there certainly is too much suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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