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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
Rest in peace, @versea.
 
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Ruinedlifex

Ruinedlifex

Member
Jan 12, 2021
17
I pray that your soul found peace. Rest now. ❤
 
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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
This users account shows that it was seen today and it's still unclear if it's them or their family
 
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Tamz

Student
Sep 1, 2021
116
This users account shows that it was seen today and it's still unclear if it's them or their family
I'm confused. I thought you witnessed his passing.
Likely family?
 
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willshe777

willshe777

Member
Sep 20, 2021
14
This users account shows that it was seen today and it's still unclear if it's them or their family
Thank you for being there for him as he went off on his journey, your documentation was so graceful. I hope he is resting now.
 
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aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
His discord call with me is still up privately, do I just wait until his phone dies? I can't find a way to end it myself
Edit: his phone finally died
Versea was a pretty Average hefty 26 year old male who ingested what he believed was roughly 30g of SN mixed with around half a glass of water, at 3:22pm he began the first dose.
0.0mim: he cheers goodbye and takes the sn
0.2 min:I ask how it tastes, he says very salty but not bad with a smile on his face, he starts to look around to make sure that he's prepared, I suggest he move the phone so it won't be knocked over and he does so.
0.5min: I ask how he's feeling, he replied shortness of breath with burning stomach fast hear beat.
I continued monitoring for the next few minutes as his breathing continuously got shallower and slower.
0.7min he tried to continue smoking a cigarette but complained that it would make him burp and throw up so he put it out.
0.10min: noticing his skin change color as he's laying on his back leaning on a dresser
0.11min: sits up as if reflex and throws up, probably holds it in, lays back down and this is where I believe he loses consciousness. Limbs start stuffing up and seems like seizure.
0.12min: tried asking if he's ok no reply
From here until 3:47pm he spent twitching and moving almost as if all by reflex, a mixture of death rattle, potential vomiting noises and light moaning.
From what I could tell his last breath was at 3:47pm. I checked back on the call when I posted at around 5pm and the call was still active, no breathing or movement.
he was incredibly brave and although had his own set of trauma He chose to go in his home once his parents were asleep. I wish him a safe ride and his family my condolences. And to the readers I apologize if there's not much context or more info, we tried to keep everything as vague as possible to avoid backlash and issues.
Thank u to share this valuable info. I think his passing was peaceful. Good for him.
 
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hĘšll

hĘšll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
i hope you are finally in peace<3 . thank u @sadpinky for sharing with us how it was. it seems peaceful.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
Oh wait.. He is gone..
Rest in peace <3
 
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rioghbhardain

Member
Dec 23, 2020
15
Forever grateful to you and to him. I'll get everything I need to finally CTB.
 
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Thelonely one

New Member
Oct 2, 2021
2
I did. Likely family
Yes Family ! I just wondering did he said anything about his family to you ? Or did you try to change his decision or talk to him? He was my loved one .. I'll go where he is soon
 
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Originaldon

Student
Aug 27, 2020
139
Yes Family ! I just wondering did he said anything about his family to you ? Or did you try to change his decision or talk to him? He was my loved one .. I'll go where he is soon
Anybody else think this seems off?
 
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Ijustwantpeace

Member
Feb 21, 2020
30
Strange thread
 
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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
Yes Family ! I just wondering did he said anything about his family to you ? Or did you try to change his decision or talk to him? He was my loved one .. I'll go where he is soon
I tired and he was set on his decision. I'm sorry for your loss
 

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