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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Just kidding! I suppose
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Sorry, but what is "Partial" ?

Partial suspension..Short drop version of hanging. There are many thread on this.. you can check once.
 
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Rose

Rose

ad finitum
Nov 11, 2018
96
Wishing you luck!
We never interacted directly, but I have appreciated your presence & contributions here!
Hope you find your peace <3
 
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Bex83

Member
Aug 26, 2018
61
Wish you luck but will miss our interaction. :(
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
I wish you luck in hopefully being able to find peace. I liked all the times that we've talked a bit. You're a good person, I'm gonna miss you. Have a good travel.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,135
Good luck buddy. I was also playing with the idea to do it this Sunday. Anyway, I hope your exit will be peaceful.
 
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Letmego. Please

Letmego. Please

Wizard
Nov 18, 2018
619
Safe travels my friend, has been a pleasure knowing you, even if for just a short time.

Why is it always the good folks that leave the party early....
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
Thank you, you are all so dear to my heart ❤️
still a couple days to go, learning from last time, I got enough food AND smokes till the run up, I guess I'm just coasting now.i still got all drinks on apiece of paper in the top pocket of my....death shirt...(now there's a name) I'll be sure to take it with me, Budweiser added @Empty Smile
@Help_Me I was, not sure if it was the weed helping or I was just having a good moment, all of a sudden the other evening I fell back feeling comfortable in the thought of death, maybe the will to live was just a passing delusion?
 
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jfcmayte

Member
Nov 29, 2018
8
Good luck man. Freedom will be soon.
 
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naia_

naia_

Student
Oct 11, 2018
132
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Good luck, hope it works out this time. Peace hugs and love to you too ❤
 
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1234dave

Specialist
Oct 5, 2018
369
Good luck dude
 
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meowcat

Experienced
Aug 9, 2018
238
Thank you, you are all so dear to my heart ❤️
still a couple days to go, learning from last time, I got enough food AND smokes till the run up, I guess I'm just coasting now.i still got all drinks on apiece of paper in the top pocket of my....death shirt...(now there's a name) I'll be sure to take it with me, Budweiser added @Empty Smile
@Help_Me I was, not sure if it was the weed helping or I was just having a good moment, all of a sudden the other evening I fell back feeling comfortable in the thought of death, maybe the will to live was just a passing delusion?
Good Luck dude.And If you are still here,i would just as well be happy.You are one heck of a guy.Will miss you if you are gone.
Just remember,you are loved a lot as you are.
I write this trying to hold back tears.I wish you well in whatever you do.
You are dear to my heart even though I don't know you.
I do do that you are a good so i wish you well regardless of what happens.
 
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Jupiter

Jupiter

Specialist
Nov 23, 2018
384
Have a nice journey.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
If I've said it once I've said it 100 times, I like your presence here, gonna miss reading your posts man, good luck and hopefully this time you will achieve what you desire
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
Take care man! My CTB last night was ruined due to rain, and it's due to rain all weekend until Wednesday. Can't light charcoal in rain.
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
Take care man! My CTB last night was ruined due to rain, and it's due to rain all weekend until Wednesday. Can't light charcoal in rain.
Ahh shit, sorry to hear that, even when we really want it something gets in the way. Just gonna grin a bare it for now?
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
Ahh shit, sorry to hear that, even when we really want it something gets in the way. Just gonna grin a bare it for now?

I actually laughed when it started raining. For now I'll just bide my time again, my impulse has gone down since it happened. I did look up Sodium Azide and I can get it off Amazon. Dunno if it's the real thing or fake.
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
Sometimes all we can do is laugh in the face of despair. (For lack of a better word?)
I kinda wish I picked up some azide or nitrate (trite?)
I'll happy swallow anything, but the whole anti sickness regimen just seem like too much effort. Ahh well.
 
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sini

Student
Sep 30, 2018
110
I wish things were different for you. You are beautiful inside out and a wonderful person. This world would be a better place with you in here.
I will send you all my love and wish you the best in any case.
 
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Ashton

Member
Jul 24, 2018
33
Good luck buddy, are you going alone or going with someone ?
 
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Afterman

take me somewhere nice
Nov 13, 2018
124
You're a really genuine guy. I hope you find the tranquility you rightfully deserve.
 
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Singing In The Rain

Singing In The Rain

Student
Oct 29, 2018
100
All the best my dude. Hope it goes well man
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
How can the dead be truly dead when they still live in the souls of those who are left behind? I'm sure a lot of people here r goning to miss you! Have a save journey and good night☺️
 
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HumongousTheGod

HumongousTheGod

*444+222=41.9029° N, 12.4534° E
Nov 29, 2018
62
Thanks man, doesnt matter if we don't interact much, were all here for the same reason, we're all family. Appreciate it my dude.
Certainly won't over think it. Just need to do it, no drugs, minimal drink. learning from last time.
❤️
no drugs? little to drink? what happed? tuesday ill be passing with a system full of goodies and drink lol
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
no drugs? little to drink? what happed? tuesday i passing with a system full of goodies and drink lol
I fucked up last time, I'd be a fool to make the same mistake (been doing that all my bloody life) not this time! ......I hope...
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Good luck, BurningLights. If it doesn't work out, don't beat yourself down for it. Partial isn't easy; in my experience. Anyways, we'll miss you.
 
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Anyara

Anyara

Nothing is true, everything is permitted
Sep 6, 2018
125
I will miss you my friend. For the short period we spoke I am glad I got to see a glimpse off the beautiful person you are.
Safe travels and may you find the peace you so rightly deserve
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
How you feel today?
 
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Tiredintheuk

Tiredintheuk

Member
Nov 29, 2018
10
I fucked up last time, I'd be a fool to make the same mistake (been doing that all my bloody life) not this time! ......I hope...

Been there done that and got the t shirt.... From what i have seen of your posts..... I would of been proud to call you a mate if we had ever met or chatted..... Good luck, god speed and i hope its peacefull buddy.
 
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