TypeDef_End_Bye
Member
- Nov 16, 2022
- 31
F*** this nonsense!
I'm forced to live because I feel guilty about leaving this world? I should feel guilty for not being born to a single mother?
Guilt is a symptom of making a mistake, but why do I see it as a mistake? Something about me wants to live; and I accept that.
I love my niece, I love my mother, I love my aunt, but I don't love myself. I don't want to live anymore, but I don't think suicide
is possible due to 1 reason:
- You cannot witness your own death.
Certainly, I can observe you die and you can observe me die, but we cannot observe ourselves die.
I have no skills, I only have a high school diploma (diploma pass in South Africa); and I'm useless at most things. I don't want to live!
I'm forced to live because I feel guilty about leaving this world? I should feel guilty for not being born to a single mother?
Guilt is a symptom of making a mistake, but why do I see it as a mistake? Something about me wants to live; and I accept that.
I love my niece, I love my mother, I love my aunt, but I don't love myself. I don't want to live anymore, but I don't think suicide
is possible due to 1 reason:
- You cannot witness your own death.
Certainly, I can observe you die and you can observe me die, but we cannot observe ourselves die.
I have no skills, I only have a high school diploma (diploma pass in South Africa); and I'm useless at most things. I don't want to live!