im done now. completely. I think I might do it today although I have no idea how to

[likeacatinthedark]

idk I just really can't go on for even one more day. maybe ill try finding some rat poison or sun but that's so unreliable. I need something that has a guarantee that I won't just end up in the hospital having to answer a million questions.
my bf is on the verge of breaking up with me and I'm stuck in my childhood home and honestly this is just the last straw
there's been so much build up to this my whole life but especially the last few months.
im so exhausted I just want all this pain to come to an end but I know it won't if I just keep trying to live
I've been trying and failing for so long
I just wanna rest now
away from everything

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to rest, I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[likeacatinthedark]

I really understand just wanting to rest, I hope you find peace from suffering.

thank you so much, I truly hope for the same for you <3

 

[Passenger4224]

I am the same way, I feel like my time is very soon. If not soon, then by the end of the year...

I will warn, it is typically a bad idea to make a quick decision on CTB unless you know something likely to be lethal. It is best to come up with a plan first and know exactly what you are going to do. A lack of planning can result in an outcome worse than waiting.

It can sometimes take a bit to come up with a plan :/

I hope you find peace from suffering

 

[likeacatinthedark]

I am the same way, I feel like my time is very soon. If not soon, then by the end of the year...

I will warn, it is typically a bad idea to make a quick decision on CTB unless you know something likely to be lethal. It is best to come up with a plan first and know exactly what you are going to do. A lack of planning can result in an outcome worse than waiting.

It can sometimes take a bit to come up with a plan :/

I hope you find peace from suffering

yes, I agree! I think I'm close to finalising a plan which feels so relieving.
I hope you find your peace as well <3