I’m done and tired

[AsadSandwich]

(18m) I'm tired of giving a shit, all my friends, the ones I care about are leaving and taking lives into their own hands. A girl I'm interested and was interested in me, but she has another guy. I'm confident that I'm not going to be her pick. It's like watching a slow motion car crash. I just want to it speed up, to justify my thoughts and feelings. That nothing will ever work out. I have a 44. next to me and I'm having trouble with SI to go through with it

 

[fields.of.lace]

I'm so sorry. I hope you make it through the night, but more importantly, I wish you peace, whatever your choice.

 

[Letgo]

I am sorry about the entire situation. If SI is kicking in, it may be that it is not time yet. I hope you find rest and that whatever decision you make brings you peace as well. You are being thought of.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that you cannot trust and rely on humans in this horrible world, to me those who have firearms certainly are fortunate even know it's not my most ideal method. It's very much understandable wishing to be free from all the suffering that existing brings but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Georg]

A girl I'm interested and was interested in me, but she has another guy.

So you fucked it up? I mean she was interested in you? Maybe just learn from your mistake and make it better next time?

 

[woh6]

Sounds rough, wish you the best