I’m done and I need help

[lostNaloneNS]

So I am about to be kicked out and I don't have anywhere to stay. on top of that, I am pretty much losing everything I care about and it feels like everything just keeps getting worse… I was hoping to CTB on the SN solution, but I'm having trouble finding it. I can't do a gun because the process of getting one here is ridiculous… I mean I could try to go to the beach and just walk into the water (I can't swim), but there's always the chance someone will pull me out in time.

so if anyone has a source, if there's some way of letting me know, I'll try to message you to get it?
there is no way I can find a place in time, I'm about to lose pretty much everything I care about, and no matter how hard I try, things just seem to get worse… can someone please help me out? On the plus side, I'm an organ donor so I may save someone else's life by dying, so it's a win-win…

 

[EmpathyMinded]

So I am about to be kicked out and I don't have anywhere to stay. on top of that, I am pretty much losing everything I care about and it feels like everything just keeps getting worse… I was hoping to CTB on the SN solution, but I'm having trouble finding it. I can't do a gun because the process of getting one here is ridiculous… I mean I could try to go to the beach and just walk into the water (I can't swim), but there's always the chance someone will pull me out in time.

so if anyone has a source, if there's some way of letting me know, I'll try to message you to get it?
there is no way I can find a place in time, I'm about to lose pretty much everything I care about, and no matter how hard I try, things just seem to get worse… can someone please help me out? On the plus side, I'm an organ donor so I may save someone else's life by dying, so it's a win-win…

Sorry you're struggling so much. Words can't change your life circumstances I know, but if you need someone to talk to for now I'm here to listen and help the best I can. You shouldn't have to suffer alone, so feel free if that's what you want. I promise you won't be a burden to me.

 

[lostNaloneNS]

Sorry you're struggling so much. Words can't change your life circumstances I know, but if you need someone to talk to for now I'm here to listen and help the best I can. You shouldn't have to suffer alone, so feel free if that's what you want. I promise you won't be a burden to me.

I'm tired of trying. People try to say there's reasons for living, things will get better… but it seems to keep going the same direction and I'm beyond tired of that. I just can't do it anymore… that's why I came here, because I need to take the exit ramp

 

[EmpathyMinded]

I'm tired of trying. People try to say there's reasons for living, things will get better… but it seems to keep going the same direction and I'm beyond tired of that. I just can't do it anymore… that's why I came here, because I need to take the exit ramp

It's wrong to say things will get better. Every life is different. Nobody has that certainty in your specific case. But it is fair to say it can get better. I'm not saying that to give false hope, just reporting on my experiences. I've been through fucking hell and flirted with CTB multiple times in the past. But things have gotten better for me. I haven't forgotten the pain, which is why I'm here, because I want to be there for anyone who is suffering through similar things. I was alone. I'd rather nobody else has to be if I can help it.

I'm not trying to tell you not to choose CTB if you've thought that through. Just that for while you are still here, I'm here too and you can vent about whatever you want with me if that makes shit more bearable. You deserve some peace of mind.