Goodbye

[Someplace_nice]

I know I haven't been on here for a long time, I'm not completely done being suicidal, but I am done attempting it. Even if I can't have my own kids I still want to live for my husband, to see him come home, to hear the weird nicknames he has for me, to feel his embrace and to stare into his eyes. My husband has made me whole again, he has picked up the pieces and put them back together, the cracks are still there but with each passing day they slowly heal and fade. I feel like I'm in a good place to call this website quits, i wish everyone the best, I hope everyone can find their happiness in whatever decision they make, I hope the poor souls on this website can find the light and the strength to heal and keep fighting. It takes so much to heal, many times I've almost fallen back into maladaptive day dreaming but had to climb out. It won't escape without some scraps and bruises, it takes courage and grit and ik everyone here has just that. If you ever find yourself falling back into SH or becoming suicidal again just remember my favorite quote, "Courage need not be remembered, for it is never forgotten." You will persevere once again. I believe in all of you, y'all will do great things.

 

[CC123]

Congratulations! and best wishes

 

[unluckysadness]

Thanks for your kind words. You're so lucky for having a loving partner. I'm a poor soul. Unfortunately, some situations cannot be healed (when you're disabled and in constant pain as I am). Just wish us peace, that's all we need. I wish you a good life now

 

[Someplace_nice]

Thanks for your kind words. You're so lucky for having a loving partner. I'm a poor soul. Unfortunately, some situations cannot be healed (when you're disabled and in constant pain as I am). Just wish us peace, that's all we need. I wish you a good life now

There was a lot I couldn't put into words, I spent time on this app trying to help others in any way, weather it being advice of suicide or bringing their spirits up, I wish you as much peace as you deserve, (a lot!!).

 

[unluckysadness]

There was a lot I couldn't put into words, I spent time on this app trying to help others in any way, weather it being advice of suicide or bringing their spirits up, I wish you as much peace as you deserve, (a lot!!).

This is very kind of you. I'm so grateful People here are amazing. I'll never forget this place, whatever must happen now.
Take care and many thanks for your good words.

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I wish you the best

 

[angelhopes]

Congratulations <3 I am so happy for you :) Im wishing peace and happiness