sadpeach
self destructing xx
- Aug 7, 2023
- 31
I've gotten everything planned out and set in motion. My goal is to CTB August 31st. I have a concert the day before and it's the only thing I've been looking forward to so I couldn't deprive myself of that. However having everything in motion has me feeling the first bit of happiness and control I've felt in ages. I will be doing the partial suspension method and have read through instructions meticulously! I can't wait. All that is left is to write my notes, get everything in order, and spend my last weeks with my partner. Literally my excitement to finally be free is intense. Not an ounce of sadness or apprehension.
I'll of course be deleting everything here beforehand. Will probably make a "see ya later" thread as we get closer. Just had to share my bit of happiness somewhere. Any tips or pointers are appreciated of course. :)
I'll of course be deleting everything here beforehand. Will probably make a "see ya later" thread as we get closer. Just had to share my bit of happiness somewhere. Any tips or pointers are appreciated of course. :)
